school update time!!!!
i hate school 2% less now. my “new” best friends, eva and emma. i knew them both last year, but i never talked to them for longer than 10 mins because i had aubree, i talked to a lot of people, just not for longer than 10 mins, yeah it felt very cool. anyways, eva is a whiney short girl that cries over anything. she has a half sister and a step brother. ellie, 7, second grade, half mexican half filopino. which i find super cool. eva really really loves ellie, which is weird because thuclam hates me. anyways, ellie is super…. something! she likes me a lot and were basically best friends. her step brother, she barely ever sees, and apparently she hates him but i would love to have an older brother. hes only older than eva by a few months. he doesnt go to our school and ive only met him once or twice. i was actually at his birthday party, but there were just weird kids that talk about fortnite and stuff. also ive invaded his room before with eva, i didnt touch anything, i forgot why we were in there. but his room screams fortnite. i think eva secretly appreciates him, he seems nice. also he hides under eva’s bed sometimes, totally normal! ive been to eva’s mom’s house like 4 times and her dad’s 3 times. we’ve went to like 237498234 different places. also this one time she was going through her messages and i saw a random number she clicked on and asked who it was, she said “i dont know, probably my step brother, im not gonna save his number.” anyways she hates going to her dad’s shes only there 4 days a month, and she loves loves loves her mom and her step dad loves chicken. Ok and emma is another mexican girl i befriended. originally, eva AND emma were aubree’s friends, so i basically stole them. i find it funny. emma has a little sister and her parents are together. if someone were to ask me if i like eva or emma more. it’s a very hard question. because both of them, i have problems with. eva, shes ok, not to be mean, but i mean it when i say i hate my school friends, maybe not hate, theyre so.. not it. eva cries too much, always tries to make me feel bad for her, always asks for things she knows i cant get even though shes spoiled, deaf, copies my homework and never says thank you even tho i say no to all my friends except her, always flexes the fact that her grades dont matter to her parents, and she has no manners. me, i always comfort her when she cries, i defend her to people who think shes weird because shes quiet and looks depressed, and im the one always asking if she can hang out with me because i am a lonely person with nothing else to do but hang out with people i dont even actually like being with. i could say so much. but i love eva, shes actually a weirdo with a mlp addiction and plenty of other addictions so my weird things i only told aubree are ok with her. like my roblox addiction, the fact i dont have a phone, not being able to skip classes and do bad things (thats actually normal). thats the main reason why i like eva, were both weird, and i just feel like she knows me almost as well as aubree. its ok that i feel that way btw, maelanie was eva’s old best friend, she moved schools too, now were both losers. emma, shes way more understanding than eva. she has manners and is incredibly nice, shes one of like 5 people i know that actually try as hard as me in school. i like that a lot about her, i feel more comfortable when she asks for homework answers, yes she asks sometimes, i do too, but she still tries. shes funny and asks me to hang out outside of school. unfortunately, i for some reason cannot. i make some reason saying i cant, ive said yes one time. but i just cant with her, shes scary sometimes. emma is one of those popular people you know, and sometimes its whatever, but a lot of times, its not whatever and i get mad. “oh nobody really knows me…!” with that annoying voice, we both know the entire school knows her name. even worse, some people mistake me for her. now that is crazy, because im asian, i dont put pounds of makeup on, and her hair isnt that similar to mine. but when people mistake me for emma, i look at the bright side and take it as a compliment. theres nothing bad about it anwyays, i dont think so, but sometimes i feel weird about it. things i dont like about emma, shes kind of a weirdo. shes always looking for male validation, and it works because shes so pretty and shes friends with everyone she wants to be friends with. some people hate her, but i think theyre just jealous. emma says shes not problematic and she hates drama, but i know its not true. she loves leading people on and making people feel bad for her. she loves being in a middle school relationship even when she joins me in my argument saying theyre stupid. emma is known as just this pretty girl, extremely nice outside and is full of love. emma loves being apart of things that have nothing to do with her. her life is boring without it. aubree never dated anyone, and even when she liked someone, it wasnt something we constantly talked about. emma, she talks about the same thing everyday, all the boys at this school. i feel small whenever im around her. but whatever, theyre my best friends! overall, theyre amazing, usually, on good days, theyre amazing. emma is never mad at me actually, im usually just annoyed of her, but nothing serious. eva on the other hand, when shes mad, she repeatedly tells me she hates me in a joking way but it gets mean and i get upset. she tells me that she loves her other friends. but i know that when eva doesnt have me at school, she feels more alone. and i whenever she starts getting mad at me again, she expects me to beg for her forgiveness over something that was her fault, its so annoying. then a few days later, all is well and nothing ever happens, i hate that about her the most. but shes just eva, and i dont care.
thats just eva and emma. now we can talk about school school. one school fight. it was boring so i dont wanna talk about it. aubree loves her new school, we dont even talk anymore. and she never misses me anymore and i feel so weird still missing her. i see her reposting things on tiktok about her new friends. i get so sad over it. anyways, its okay. im kinda weird.
ok part two for later chat, my hands hurt, i just full on wrote like 20 essays on how much i hate emma and eva, lol im stil l a nice person i swear.