winta brek

its pretty much tradition to go to nam’s house for christmas. but this year it was pretty much lamer than before, it snowed, yay. but just being there felt a little different, not gonna state any reasons. christmas for me was supposed to have atleast a tree. but okay, what my mom  would say is: its not like youre willing to take care of the tree or put it out and away. she’ll always find a way to make myself seem worse about what i say. but i literally dont care! i went snowboarding, yay. i loved last year’s christmas and new year. i had lots of fun this year, lots, and lots of  sadness and being emo-ness. last year i got to say merry christmas with aubree, and i get to do it again, cause shes still my best frienddd. and my online friends i had last year are still here. slayyyyyyyyy. but this winter break wasnt that interesting.

something more important: u a hater

my spotify wrapped was quite interesting. my mins listened were 44000 something, thats right, i listen that much, cause music is my life.

i love british people

also europeans, especially my european friends, they the bessssst

nam is my best friend!

hi there, nam and i are spending quality time together and watching american vandal, not kid appropriate but hey, im mature. its really weird, but interesting, too long. theres 2 seasons. if i like the first season ill watch the second with nam aswell. but so far, im on ep 3 and its quite freaky, dont watch, dont yell at me for watching it, blame nam!

 

i have to spend an entire week with just me and nam, will be so fun

i got banned from roblox for a day for saying gay

hi

recently my behavior has been not normal. which was just one thing that happened to me personally. but being in middle school is quite a difference from last year. id say i have two main best friends at school, kristjan and aubree. aubree and i are very good students for the most part, were obviously not perfect and a bit “ddddeeevviious” at times. like listening to music during class. which hasnt distracted me from anything, id say it makes me more comfortable. at my school people vape, turn off our hallway lights and scream for no reason, steal, break, fight, and most importantly: dont care who da fwik our teachers are. every week theres one big event that everyone cant stop talking about. whether its our grade or older, everybody knows about it. this week, da boys were playing basketball and then this guy fell and they had to  bring an entire wheelchair, i think the next day he came back fine cause he was clearly walking and running. this year, we’ve probably made just around 10 teachers quit. i didnt do anything. not me, not aubree. maybe kristjan. did you know you can get suspended for walking out of a classroom without permission?? they just made that rule up. i remember last year my friends invited me to go bang on teacher’s doors and then run away cause people on tiktok did it. i never did it, but ive witnessed it all the time. i would laugh and talk about it, that doesnt make me guilty. kristjan is very popular (like me and aubree cause we’re that cool) cause 1: hes extremely funny it hurts my stomach, 2: he stupid. i wouldnt call him a bad kid cause hes really dumb. but hes apart of the kids that do dumb stuff. this year he hasnt been suspended, id say thats a record for him. cause i got suspended before him. he didnt get suspended for knocking the life out of a kid for an hour, but i get suspended for making a kid cry. he only sent home, i was suspended. i dont really care and the suspension didnt even happen. one thing in my school that if you do, you’ll more than likely lose all of your friends and be alone for the next 3084985345 years is snitching. i would never, just kidding i do, when i want to. ive only snitched once this year so far, i do it cause i feel bad for the teachers that have to deal with such annoying kids. my friend alan got his phone taken away in the last hour of school, and then he took his phone back when the teacher wasnt looking. the teacher came back to him and asked for it, he denied that he took his phone back. the only thing that i was thinking about was: alan, i think you have one braincell, and i dont even know what braincells are. i looked at the teacher and made signs that he DID have it in his pocket right there. she knew he had it anyways. so then she said he was gonna get sent to the office, it never happened. he deserved it, but whatever now. im still friends with alan, nobody knew i was giving signs, it wasnt a big deal. i always tell my mom about what happens at school, its so fun. but my mom always thinks im about to turn into the dark side. which is possible but okay. kristjan is apart of the group so my mom tells me to avoid him, he sits next to me in 2 classes, i have 3 classes with him. hes a key to my master plan, which you dont know about. kristjan is a good person, i believe it, even though hes a very big liar, which i hate the most, hes still my best friend. i still hang around the worst kids, cause theyre my friends, and theyre pretty awesome. aubree and i dont always do the bad, i pick up trash okay.

bye

tennis + me = wow

ive been playing tennis for a year. ive been in the middle class for a year and  like 3 months or so. ive only been in the highest group for 2 months, and that usually isnt enough practice for me to join a tournament. but this other girl was sick so i filled in for her. you dont know how much of a newbie i was. i barely knew how to score and ive never even played a real game ever. my first contestant was daniel. asian guy with glasses that took private lessons. i didnt know who he was, i was literally gonna cry. i thin you know what the outcome was. i lost. not horribly, daniel was so nice and awesome. he helped me call out the score when i was serving. and the score: 2-6. not that bad in my postion. cause it was my first game, and i got 2 sets. yay… but i was out of the tournament. daniel and i were on the same level, i just didnt know how to play a real game. it was his second time in a tournament, and he lost the last one. so that won must’ve felt really good, even if he was just playing against an amateur like me. daniel is cool. so for the losers, you get to play another tournament. and i went against sophia, she lost to thuclam. and i lost to her. 2-4. once again. im okay……. who likes tennis anyways. bye,

 

 

ok next time, i will not accept a loss, i will literally throw a fit and they’ll have no choice but to give me another chance and let me cheat and ill win!!!!