Month: June 2021

pov; khoi is at home planning on hacking my roblox account and my ipad, and my discord and my life

khoi- when TQ comes, im gonna pull a HUGE PRANK ON HER (because i slammed his head on the sidewalk)

he wont get over it, its like i murdered someone

also khoi- WHEN TQ COMES, WE HAVE TO HIDE FROM HER, AND IGNORE HER

also also khoi khoi- TQ WILL BE SO MAD THAT SHE’LL DO IT AGAIN! ITS GONNA BE SO FUNNY WHEN I POST AN ANGRY VIDEO OF TQ ON YOUTUBE, BECAUSE I ONLY GET 5 VIEWS!

ALSO ALSO ALSO KHOI- IM GONNA KEEP EXPOSING TQ ON ROBLOX UNTIL SHE EXPLODES

And what is my response to this? Simple

I can walk away     OR..

I can punch, kick, or maybe scratch(which usually they come out bleeding, which is kinda over the limit)

Khoi basically just asks to be hurt, which means im walking away. Just to spite him, I can act like Khoi never existed (which is my grand dream and what i want for my birthday). But i am a changed person since my friends have been socializing with me more and making me happier, I am just gonna act like a normal cousin and just act like I was always like this. I don’t care if Khoi is gonna throw hands at me, because I can make it hurt 100000000000000000000000 times more. To Khoi, if you want to hurt me, at least don’t use words. When you hit me, you’re only hurting yourself

Also for my birthday, I want to be reborn. Somewhere else, anywhere else.Maybe i’m lucky with the family I have now, but in my point of view, I want another life. Also to Khoi, you think getting your head slammed is bad(which is lol), I get called out instantly because I’m mean, underaged(only for online people), and I always get called Chinese like its a bad thing(i’m sure you get called Chinese, but someone said the n word to me :D). Most people think I’m mean to everyone, which I am to the people I don’t like, and you are thinking that’s not fair if they are nice to you. Yeah, I don’t really care sadly, I don’t care if it’s not fair, I don’t care if it’s “bad”. Its just how I am, and I don’t see it as mean. Once people call me mean, I say “too bad :D”, it always makes me so happy, because I’m sorry i’m not nice and i’m sorry you care about me.

dont take this that seriously, but yeah.

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I recently was banned from my friend’s discord server because of my age. It’s underaged, and if you’re caught then you can get banned from discord. So they told me to “come back” after 2 years, I tried hiding my age for a really long time, then Hime exposed me. I didn’t know I would get banned but anyways, it HAD TO BE HIME. My own friend, so sad. But it’s been 2 weeks for so I got over it. It made me even sadder when Richard(an 11 year old) was still in the server. I tried to expose him but nobody believed me cause his voice sounds like he’s 18. All they did was mute him, I don’t know if he’s banned by now or unmuted, and Jaxen was in the server. He was probably banned. Anyways, now that i’m over it. Lets go into someone else.

I have officially lost Jay. A long long online friend I’ve known for a year by now. Jay gave me her password and I did too. We were on each others accounts, I decided to play da hood, I got her in jail (it was a hacker). Jay got mad, I went to Jay and then she told me to go away. I got mad(lol) and killed her, btw I forgot to mention we were on out accounts at that point. I killed Jay out of anger and then she got even more mad cause I killed her again while having 2 guns. So, we blocked each other. Now I made 2 new da hood friends.

Honestly, I do not care that much about Jay and the others. They’re so much older than me.

 

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I recently threw Khoi onto the sidewalk, and guess what. I have no regrets, it could’ve been better if he was thrown on the road😕. Anyways, Khoi was being really annoying, calling me a baby and being a fricking hypocrite. He cried cause I threw him on the sidewalk, is that NOT A BABY? He threw a tantrum cause he couldn’t have coke. I told him multiple times, do you wanna get hurt? He was basically asking for it, how much he was hurt after I threw him was how annoying it was. If the parents were in my place, then they would’ve done the same (or something similar). Obviously when Khoi walks into the house and he tells everyone, the looks go to me. And I get ignored, but it’s fine cause then I won’t have to listen to such irritating voices that have no brain and can’t raise their own kids to know what’s right🥰, and I mean it. The ignoring didn’t last long, sadly. I also have them thinking, my friends might be better than my family. They care about my opinions and ask about my days and how I am feeling. While my parents make me living in a nightmare, but they think I’m lucky, “we get to travel while there are other people that haven’t even been out the state”. Well I would rather stay home and be safe, and the awkwardness in different countries would be gone. I am not the reason my parents turned into this, my parents are the reason my life was flipped upside down. Ever since I left SSJ I cry to sleep, because I had never had s school every like that. There was nobody judging me or anything, it was just so natural. Once I moved schools, people started asking me if I’m Chinese. Now, compare me to actual 10 year olds, they are all about tik tok and bring up cringy things, It’s so hard to explain. And It’s so hard to make my mom happy, all she does if make deals and lie, she took SSJ from me and now the church I use to go to every week. I told her, I’ll be so much more successful than her, and will never care to help her. She never did to me, she thinks a B is bad, parents say I could’ve done better. Oh and I did, a B is better than more than half the class got lower. Yes, I compare a lot but it makes sense cause there’re my age. I also don’t think I’m addicted to games, I just don’t have any real friends irl.

Now, my family can yell at me all they want, but it just makes me wanna do this more. And I am hoping I get set up for adoption before my childhood is filled with nightmares of my mom making me stay up until 11 cause I didn’t do HER HOMEWORK. And, yesterday I watched a movie and then I was gonna go to sleep and then my parents wouldn’t make room for me to sleep, so I left angerly and came back to hear my dad yelling at me cause I am ungrateful for what I have. And he told me to shut the hell up. And had to sleep in my room, I was shivering and I couldn’t stop. I secretly grabbed my iPad and listened to music while I slept cause it would be the only way I would calm down.

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