vatnermaer

ok so like basicakkly me, my dad and TD got there first. it was giving rich person. met the scammer lady as she personally escorted us to our room, suspicious enough. and with her son, its on sight when i see her son. guys while i was there, i was humbled, like thuclam was mad that i didnt speak vietnamese, but if u get it u get it. like, i know what they were saying, but WHAT WERE THEY SAYING?? period, we got scammed. it was so fun tho chat

part two of the blog before this

ok lets talk about the good things about this school year. 5th period, after lunch, my day is basically over. i love all my classes after lunch. in the morning my classes are so so so so boring. social studies, math, science, and literature. i usually fall asleep in all those classes. well science is a little less boring because i have my lovely 2 friends that love me. raymond and miah, theyre fun. even though science is one of the classes i started actually paying attention to, they make it more fun (slightly, somedays theyre tired in the morning and we sit there in silence) ok now to my fun classes. 5th, is PE. i love my electives guys. anwyays, PE is so so so so fun. i have my best fran eva. and in PE, we actually do what they want, but its easy and we get to go outside in the rain sometimes even though we shouldnt be able to, and literally do anything. our coach, was a 5th grade teacher when i was in 5th grade so ive known him for awhile. the actual best part of the class, are my loving classmates. theres like 10 girls, and 5000000 boys. my coach says our class is competing for worst class with his 6th hour. also we have the biggest class. heres our top students, raymond (the one in my 3td hour) hes super super funny and everyone loves him, i actually find him the only actual funny person in my school, he constantly talks and never shuts up but hes still a funny person. zrone, i love that name, isnt that such a pretty name, hes this skinny BLACK guy that hates me, i dont know why, hes nice to emma infront of my face and when i ask why hes never nice to me he says its cause he hates me or something. hes ray’s best friend, i dont find him that funny, but he also talks too much. roman, this white guy, my height, and blonde hair, hes… something. he does a lot of unreal things, like pulling his pants down and flashing everyone, which i would report and he could get suspended, but im not like that, ill let him get himself in trouble. hes funny, but only when he isnt acting like 3rd grader. noah, he looks like a noah, hes funny, and thats it, hes almost as funny as ray, noah is mostly nice, the rest of the guys are hella disrespectful and annoying (but funny so it evens out). justin and ashley, ashley is a GUY. ashley is this short guy, he was nice at first and never talked, but he started being racist towards me so hes lost all my respect, the only reason why i liked him was because he never talked and was just a nice person. justin, his best friend, is the total opposite, hes white and also has blonde hair, he actually never says anything racist towards me, but since ashley started being weird, so has he, but justin is ok funny, not that funny but its whatever, justin talks a lot and is apart of the loud guys group. adam, annoying, not even funny but all the guys think hes funny, hes not and hes annoying, he looks like a black lion. giovanni, hes mostly a good kid, he cares about his grades, but he does bad things, hes just a nice person, bad actions but nice towards me so i dont care. joshua, he recently transfered to our class, which makes no sense because we already have a huge class, hes not funny, and hes annoying but hes nice to me so whatever, ive known him since 3rd grade. sidi, hes just a guy, hes actually innocent. zach, half white half filo, hes pretty funny, and nice mostly, whenever someone says something racist towards me and im so annoyed i dont do anything, zach also takes it offensive (he doesnt actually care) and takes a knife and stabs it into whoever said it. ok not literally but zach usually gets them to stop, but in a playful way, which can make me mad. because i dont care who says it, i like pulling people’s hair, thats what gets them to say “PLEASE PELASE PLEASE STOP STOP IM SORRY I SWEAR.” and then i feel bad later when theyre patting their head and telling me it actually hurt, oops. zach is mostly nice and respects me. damian is this little guy (were the same height). he has a twin named jason, i was so so so surprised when i heard he had a twin, i thought they were the same person. damian says we cant be friends because i say many bad things when im mad. which is true, but theres a real reason why he wont be friends with me. and i dont know why, he just wont tell me. jason on the other hand, hes not in my 5th hour, hes in my 4th and we never talk but as i walk out, i have a small chat with him because its fun. jason is a little nicer, im pretty sure he thinks im a weirdo but i tell him how damian is so rude to me. jason and damian are litearlly the same and they have that awkward laugh and smile while i ask questions. theres more guys but theyre like the same to me, annoying, loud, and talk too much. the girls, stacy, alexa, sofia, elyssa, janna, izabella, and eva, i love them, theyre nice and i love them, they dont do much. thats not all the girls actually, we have my oppositions, adalaine and leyla. leyla i dont actually hate, i think shes weird, not for no reason, im not a hater for no reason, im a hater because of drama reasons, its a long story. shes awkward and weird, i guess i do hate her for no reason, but im friends with her, yeah… shes ok. adalaine on the other hand, i hate her the most in the entire school. she recently transferred and ever since, i hated her. she thinks were friends, but i hate everything about her. she sags her pants to look cool, she tries to act like elyssa (elyssa dresses like a man and acts all…. you know… she only has brothers so you can imagine.), she tries to fight everyone, ugly face and ugly hair, seeks male validation, especially from raymond. it annoys me, she literally threw janna under the bus to look cool infront of zrone and ray, i was so annoyed. also, ray and i are good friends, there was this ONE SINGLE time this sub said my name wrong and he started calling me the way the sub said it, and adalaine decided to join that too. excuse me, i dont even know her, and she doesnt even know me. adalaine started dragging it, everytime i saw her she’d mock my name. my coach told her to stop and she kept laughing while she said it, and even ray told her it wasnt funny anymore and for her to stop, and she stopped. but im still annoyed. she thought i would find it funny but after she said it 10000 times, i gave her a dirty look and my coach saw so told her to stop. adalaine thinks everyone likes her, but let me tell yawl……. people will hang around her.. but talk crap about her the moment she turns her back. anyways, my 5th hour is fun because its funny and we totally scare the substitutes.

my 6th hour is english, the class goes by very fast because we do the same thing everyday (notes), english is my easiest class. my teacher lets me sleep because im such a good kid, im usually so so tired because PE totally takes all my energy. “thucquyen is the best student in the class, even when shes sleeping” – steven. steven is this lovely half mexican and half white guy. he has an ego and whenever he doesnt know someone he tells me “its because they arent KNOWN.” which is.. something. hes ur typical bad student, but i like him because hes funny and respectful towards me. most of my guy friends, theyre my friends because they dont say anything after i tell them aggressively to shut up. if it was some random girl they didnt know, they would start aruging, but my friends dont take it offensively and get all worked up. they usually dont shut up, i actually dont know their reaction, all i know is that theyve never said anything bad towards me. most of the boys at my school are racist and terrible. roque, my #1 best friend. ive known him since i got to this school (3rd grade), i love him most of the time. hes a bad student but he always shares and says please and thank you. sure hes a liar and never listens to my advice, but hes funny and…. special. i never spoke to him the years before this one. we knew eachother, because when i was with aubree, everyone knew us, i felt special. roque and i have 3 classes together, and we became very very very close this year. he even said im one of his best friends, thats when u know, were best friends. i always help him with grades. im not sure why im so nice towards him. i think its cause he acknowledges me. all my other friends too, but roque is nice and i love making fun of him. hes half my height. yeah so, roque is this short little fortnite obsessed boy, hes like my little brother. jacob, and erik. i love those 2 aswell, the quad (roque, steven, erik, and jacob) make 6th hour worth going to. erik, ive also known since 3rd grade, he was aubree’s best friend when they were younger and he was in my PE class in elementary. hes funny and is super nice to me, hes innocent even if hes friends with the worst students. hes also pretty short, i feel bad sometimes because everyone calls him fat, but i love erik and hes a super amazing friend!!! jacob, i dont remember a lot but in 4th grade we were good friends, he was in my PE class and was super athletic and competitive, i thought it was really cool. we knew eachother and kinda talked to eachother last year, but this year, we’ve bonded and hes still the same height as he was 2349834980 years ago. theyre all short, except steven, hes taller than me. anyways theyre my 6th hour best friends.

7th hour, finally i made it to 7th hour. no joke, its a free period. piano, its in our other building with k-5. its fun walking there because its our excuse if were “late.” we have 8th and 7th graders, but mostly 8th. my buddies are eva, and my favorite 8th graders forever. layan, angelique and mia. when eva isnt here or when shes mad at me and doesnt talk to me, i have my lovely 8th graders. theyre so nice. mia is short and has gotten suspended 10000 times, but she has manners and i love her. angelique and layan are so funny. angelique constantly pushes me around and shes “mean” but in reality she loves me. we do piano stuff, but after we spend 20 mins on piano stuff, we play games. we have computers in that class for some reason, we dont use them actually, but if we get bored we can. they usually sit in a corner and play games and laugh so freaking loud. sometimes i sit with them, usually i dont when eva is with me. i introduced eva to them but she isnt comfortable with them yet, only layan. but thats not why we dont sit with them sometimes, its because we have WORK and 7th grade things to get done at our actual desks. layan and the others sit in the corner. we need a real table. and sometimes i m tired and feel like sleeping in class while eva watches bluey on the computers. but on the days we decide to sit with them, its fun and im glad eva enjoys herself when shes with them. layan, angelique and mia are super cool.

thx for reading. 2069 words 😀

sevaunth grwaude again

school update time!!!!
i hate school 2% less now. my “new” best friends, eva and emma. i knew them both last year, but i never talked to them for longer than 10 mins because i had aubree, i talked to a lot of people, just not for longer than 10 mins, yeah it felt very cool. anyways, eva is a whiney short girl that cries over anything. she has a half sister and a step brother. ellie, 7, second grade, half mexican half filopino. which i find super cool. eva really really loves ellie, which is weird because thuclam hates me. anyways, ellie is super…. something! she likes me a lot and were basically best friends. her step brother, she barely ever sees, and apparently she hates him but i would love to have an older brother. hes only older than eva by a few months. he doesnt go to our school and ive only met him once or twice. i was actually at his birthday party, but there were just weird kids that talk about fortnite and stuff. also ive invaded his room before with eva, i didnt touch anything, i forgot why we were in there. but his room screams fortnite. i think eva secretly appreciates him, he seems nice. also he hides under eva’s bed sometimes, totally normal! ive been to eva’s mom’s house like 4 times and her dad’s 3 times. we’ve went to like 237498234 different places. also this one time she was going through her messages and i saw a random number she clicked on and asked who it was, she said “i dont know, probably my step brother, im not gonna save his number.” anyways she hates going to her dad’s shes only there 4 days a month, and she loves loves loves her mom and her step dad loves chicken. Ok and emma is another mexican girl i befriended. originally, eva AND emma were aubree’s friends, so i basically stole them. i find it funny. emma has a little sister and her parents are together. if someone were to ask me if i like eva or emma more. it’s a very hard question. because both of them, i have problems with. eva, shes ok, not to be mean, but i mean it when i say i hate my school friends, maybe not hate, theyre so.. not it. eva cries too much, always tries to make me feel bad for her, always asks for things she knows i cant get even though shes spoiled, deaf, copies my homework and never says thank you even tho i say no to all my friends except her, always flexes the fact that her grades dont matter to her parents, and she has no manners. me, i always comfort her when she cries, i defend her to people who think shes weird because shes quiet and looks depressed, and im the one always asking if she can hang out with me because i am a lonely person with nothing else to do but hang out with people i dont even actually like being with. i could say so much. but i love eva, shes actually a weirdo with a mlp addiction and plenty of other addictions so my weird things i only told aubree are ok with her. like my roblox addiction, the fact i dont have a phone, not being able to skip classes and do bad things (thats actually normal). thats the main reason why i like eva, were both weird, and i just feel like she knows me almost as well as aubree. its ok that i feel that way btw, maelanie was eva’s old best friend, she moved schools too, now were both losers. emma, shes way more understanding than eva. she has manners and is incredibly nice, shes one of like 5 people i know that actually try as hard as me in school. i like that a lot about her, i feel more comfortable when she asks for homework answers, yes she asks sometimes, i do too, but she still tries. shes funny and asks me to hang out outside of school. unfortunately, i for some reason cannot. i make some reason saying i cant, ive said yes one time. but i just cant with her, shes scary sometimes. emma is one of those popular people you know, and sometimes its whatever, but a lot of times, its not whatever and i get mad. “oh nobody really knows me…!” with that annoying voice, we both know the entire school knows her name. even worse, some people mistake me for her. now that is crazy, because im asian, i dont put pounds of makeup on, and her hair isnt that similar to mine. but when people mistake me for emma, i look at the bright side and take it as a compliment. theres nothing bad about it anwyays, i dont think so, but sometimes i feel weird about it. things i dont like about emma, shes kind of a weirdo. shes always looking for male validation, and it works because shes so pretty and shes friends with everyone she wants to be friends with. some people hate her, but i think theyre just jealous. emma says shes not problematic and she hates drama, but i know its not true. she loves leading people on and making people feel bad for her. she loves being in a middle school relationship even when she joins me in my argument saying theyre stupid. emma is known as just this pretty girl, extremely nice outside and is full of love. emma loves being apart of things that have nothing to do with her. her life is boring without it. aubree never dated anyone, and even when she liked someone, it wasnt something we constantly talked about. emma, she talks about the same thing everyday, all the boys at this school. i feel small whenever im around her. but whatever, theyre my best friends! overall, theyre amazing, usually, on good days, theyre amazing. emma is never mad at me actually, im usually just annoyed of her, but nothing serious. eva on the other hand, when shes mad, she repeatedly tells me she hates me in a joking way but it gets mean and i get upset. she tells me that she loves her other friends. but i know that when eva doesnt have me at school, she feels more alone. and i whenever she starts getting mad at me again, she expects me to beg for her forgiveness over something that was her fault, its so annoying. then a few days later, all is well and nothing ever happens, i hate that about her the most. but shes just eva, and i dont care.

thats just eva and emma. now we can talk about school school. one school fight. it was boring so i dont wanna talk about it. aubree loves her new school, we dont even talk anymore. and she never misses me anymore and i feel so weird still missing her. i see her reposting things on tiktok about her new friends. i get so sad over it. anyways, its okay. im kinda weird.

ok part two for later chat, my hands hurt, i just full on wrote like 20 essays on how much i hate emma and eva, lol im stil l a nice person i swear.

vitaminese queen

Chuyến về VN lần này con cảm nhận vui hơn và thích hơn nhiều. Vì được ở nhà rộng và đẹp. Bên cạnh đó con còn được cô Bích chở đi làm móng tay và cắt tóc. Còn chị TL thì được cô chở đi làm kính. Rồi còn được đi ăn nhiều món ngon, mà lại rẻ. Thời tiết cũng không nóng như mấy lầ trước con về. Con được đi một vài cái mall mà trong đó có cả một sân ice skating. Cả ba chị em được vô chơi với anh Bo và chị Mai Khanh. Đã lâu quá con không chơi nên đi chậm lắm. Hêt

my mom tells me exactly what to write
and she talkin like she know how i was FEELING. fyi, i was going slow because im not figure skater THANKS MOM

im glad my mom died by jennette mccurdy

my sister told me about this book. i love it. ive known about it for awhile now, and ive seen it everywhere, but i felt like the book was more about… i dont know, something not interesting and for me. so i avoided reading it. but then, on a random day in december, i came across an audiobook on spotify that came with my premium. i was really bored so i was thinking of listening to the first 5 mins. yeah i listened the next 3 hours actually.

i have never watched icary or sam & cat. but i knew about what i was. yes guys, hate me for never watching those shows. but i got a good feel for the shows through this book. if you dont know, jennette mccurdy was an actor for icary and was sam in sam & cat. she played a sarcastic role in the shows. also she loved food in her character. her book, “im glad my mom died” is her telling the story behind all the acting. and how unhappy she truly was. jennette had 3 brothers, they dont play a big part in her book, she lived with her gramdma, grandpa, dad and mom obviously. they had a pretty interesting household, no household is normal so yeah. her mother’s dreams since SHE was a kid was to be an actor, but her parents never let her. so when jennette was 6, her mom put her in her first audition. at first, jennette was fine about it, she was a good actor, and the best part was making her mom proud and happy. jennette and her mom had a really great bond. they were each other’s only friends and best friends. nuh uh. as she grew up, her fame exploded. and jennette felt like she was growing up too fast. and at the same time, she was still a kid. her mother controlled everything about jennette, her clothes, food, friends, hygiene, and social media. they had zero secrets kept. once jennette turned 18, she wanted to be on her own. her mother was soooo angry about it. dude, her mom is crazy, she said some nasty things id cry if someone ever spouted such things to me. but jennette was fine for some reason. anyways their relationship turned bitter after she did some things behind her mom’s back. it was just crazy. then her mom passed away. its not important how and why. whats important is how jennette grew from it. in some bad ways. she had an eating disorder. which messed up a lot of her life. guys this book lowwwkeeey funny ok? its so ateee

ngày 2, thăng 12, năm 2023 (send help)

Ngày mai là sình nhật hai chị, mẹ nói cả nhà sẽ đi ăn một tiệm bao bụng, gọi là lẩu, tiệm này đã ăn rồi, nhưng hơi mắc. Nên lâu lắm mới được ăn. Và đung= hai tuần nửa thì nhà mình sẽ việt nam. Con, chị ThucDan, và ba sẽ đi trước vì con nhgỉ học trước. Chị ThụcLam và mẹ sẽ bay một tuần xau đó. Đầy là lần đầu tiên mình mướn nhà ở chứ không ở nhà bà Tùng nữa. Mẹ nói khu nhà này rất đẹp, có hồ bơi và nhiêu tiệm đệp nên con thìch lắm. Hệt

Ngáy 28 THáng 10 năm 2023

Đã lâu lắm rồi con không viết tiếng việt vì con lười lặm chắc là phải hơn sáu tháng chứ không ít. Còn hôm nay đã tới cuói tháng mười, gần tới ngày sinh nhật mười ba tuổi của con. Con đã hẹn với hai bạn đi chơi ở mall. Mẹ sẽ chở va cho ba đứa ăn tuỳ ý, ở mall đó có một tiệm khoai tây chiên rất ngon, và giá cũng khá rẻ. Lần nào tới mall hày mẹ cũng đều mua cho mấy mẹ con ăn. Nhưng ngoài ra sẽ còn được ăn tiệm khác nữa.

sevnth gwade

wowww im in 7th grade. and i hate it, and heres why.
1: aubree isnt here. my best friend since 4th grade has left the school. i knew she was moving but her parents made her move early. im sad about it. cause now we’re drifiting apart, i know exactly how this goes. she constantly tells me about her new friends, and im constantly telling her how this school year is different. she seems happier, cause i know shes not the one lonely and having her only friends be rude people who have no manners, judge people constantly for doing nothing and who are boring in general cause they are 7th graders, ew.
2: the rest of the people that moved. me and aubree always talked about who i would talk to if aubree wasnt here, didnt think it’d become reality but it did. and the person i was gonna hang out with instead was apart of me and aubree too. she wasnt ALWAYS, but she was important. her name is too hard to spell but i can say its such a pretty name, we call her jackie. she has wavy long long hair and the prettiest voice. after her best friend dropped her, me and aubree became her best friends. jackie was always quiet, and we liked her either way, cause she listened to me and aubree. she ended up leaving and i never heard from her again.
there was always this group of girls me and aubree would talk to sometimes, they would actually talk to us and about us. not bad stuff, since me and aubree were always together, we were the 6th grade duo, you wouldnt catch us without eachother cause we had every class together and in every class, we’d be together. anyways, about the girls, they were 6th grade’s GIRLS. they usually talk about how someone is, talks, looks, boys, or talk about each other. me and aubree always thought they would be the ones who’d we hang out if one of us left the school. but this year i realized that they really do judge people and it makes me so angry. i was sitting at lunch and saw a substitute teacher sitting alone awkwardly eating lunch. why is he eating in the cafeteria anyways, and then some student far and him talked and when he went over to actually sit with him, my friend emma told me he was weird for it. but all i saw was a lonesome person, and i hate seeing awkward people alone, i pity them. alexa, another one apart of the group of girls, shes nice and all, but careless, her parents didnt teach her manners. along with leyla. i actually hate this girl, i think the only reason why everyone else talks to her is because she shares her homework, other than that i dont know. she constantly tells me to shut up and everybody else, and is a feen for food. the other people are the same mostly. the thing about that group is that they know the only reason why i talk to them is because aubree isnt there, so i feel really weird, eventually ill adapt without aubree.
so many people left and im not about to talk about them all, but everyone who made school exciting left, and its so sad that i walk alone in the hallways, i used to always look back to see if aubree was still following me.
3: people i walk past like were strangers. i could name a good 20 people that i used to talk to last year everyday. but now we have no classes and we dont even greet eachother. i know it happens every year but its a big thing for us because last year, theyre were less teachers so we all had some class together somewhere somehow. i like my classes now with the students i have now, but its also still different with aubree because i never had a second choice after aubree. mando, short of armando. last year me and aubree had a quad for the year too. kristjan, aubree, me and mando. we always sat next to eachother in homeroom and it was so yes. i cant even explain how much i miss kristjan. he was my best friend, and the fact that he still remembers to text me every now and then, it makes me so sad. mando and i have no classes together, and we walk past eachother like we’ve never talked. one day i was walking to my car and saw mando, i ran over and the only thing i asked him was, “do you miss kristjan?” and he smiled and said yea. in the quad, we had our duos too. kristjan and aubree both left us without saying bye to everyone. atleast someone in the school mentions kristjan or aubree everyday, they were pretty important.
NANDO and eddie. nando and mando are different, they were also best friends. our homeroom teacher was so cool that her old students would come visit her every single day, and i mean EVERY SINGLE DAY. just two specific students. eddie and nando. nando is short for fernanado. cause armando and nando sound so similar, me and aubree called him nando. they were really fun and i enjoyed talking to them both. since they were 7th graders back then, i knew they saw me as a child and so i acted like one and they still stayed my friends. i have a lot of pictures with everyone back then. very thankful i took them, cause i look back and think about how fun 6th grade was. now in the hallways, i walk past nando and eddie like strangers, i just know everything about them. nothing much.
4: teachers. not that big on teachers but ms martinez, my 6th grade homeroom, science, and social studies teacher, i love her. and i wish i had another chance to talk to her, i remember the last day of school for me, we had a very short talk because the bell was about to ring, and i just remember telling her im leaving. but in reality she was the one leaving. it was my last day of the school year, it was her last day being there at all. i left early and i just remember giving her my note. and i put my heart into that note, it was short but i hope she knows that i love her. she was funny and ALWAYS let everything slide, my class was the reason she left, but also i know she had a lot of fun being with us. she gave me good grades and literally just was the best teacher, she got yelled at because of me and aubree, yet she never yelled at us. forever my favorite teacher. (everyone says that i know.)
5: im lonely, its hard to explain lonely because i DO have friends and i DO talk to them. but its different cause theyre the ones actually talking, with aubree and jackie, i was open and it was just so nice being with them. i hate school. i hate walking alone and i hate doing things alone. yes its alone even if im with a bunch of my friends. they dont even KNOW ME.
the one thing i like about school. my new school best friend (not aubree replacement)
eva. shes VERY quiet but shes soooo pretty and nice. and she listens to me. so i love her. i only have one class with her but yea. aubree and eva were friends last year too. crazy to think now im the one talking to her. and shes the only person i look up to talking with.

Ngày 18, Tháng 7, Năm 2023

Hè năm nay con được đi rất nhiều nơi. Đầu tiên là đi NJ đám cưới cậu Liêm. Sau đó là qua nhà bác Trường ở hai tuần thì cả nhà lái xe qua VA chơi hai ngày xong rồi lái về. Một tuần sau đó thì con, mẹ và chị ThucLam bay qua Cape Coral trước, tất cả mọi người đi sau đó một tuần. Thế là ba mẹ con có một tuần rất là yên tĩnh, mẹ và con ngủ tới giờ mẹ làm việc luôn. Nhũng sau tuần đó thì nhà lại đông đúc trở lại. Và bây giờ thì chỉ còn vài ngày nữa là con về nhà để chuẩn bị cho năm học mới. Hết

wedding

the wedding was a lot nicer to the one i went to a few months ago. food was very good and thuclam drank a lot of cola. i mostly sat there thinking about how nice the wedding was planned. but i felt odd being the only asian family there. it was prettttyyyy cool! i was surprised how many people wanted to dance(nam?!?!??). and it was very cold being there. i played with a candle to keep me warm.