my school friends

im so cool at school. the majority of 6th grade knows me, a few 7th and 8th graders know me cause of thuclam and i talk to them too. its  natural for everyone to have drama right. i have! with these girls that for some reason hated me for being too cool. but this year were all good. but my friends are always having drama with other people. and i cant really be like: yeah those girls suck too, theyre so ugly and uncool. cause theyre also my friends. but i do, i just dont really mean it. i honestly hold grudges against everyone in my school. other than people that i talk to everyday. when my main best friend isnt around for a few days, i switch into different friend groups, and none of them really have a problem with me. now, my “racist” friends. leilah and giselle. everytime i cross paths with them, i hear like: hey asian! thucquyen are u gonna at my dog later? i dont take racist jokes personal from my friends. but its literally the only topic they talk about. my friend zach was walking past me during a passing period and he looked at me and turned back to his friend and was like: dude what if thucquyen heard? and i heard, this one other guy was making a racist joke to this other asian kid in my grade. but hes really sensitive and probably doesnt like fighting people. i was pretty mad but then cause the person that made the joke was my friend. but turns out it wasnt him and was a dumb new kid that was just trying to make friends, which isnt gonna work out cause hes dumb.

my school is horrible. all the exit signs are either gone, or just on thin ice from falling off. i was at breakfast with my friend, and then i heard a student and teacher fighting. with words. the teacher, she was a 5th grade teacher last year, and everybody hated her more than anything else in the world. her class last year raised over 100$ just to pie her in the face (j know that cause i was da student council president, so cool). and here she was again, yelling at an 8th grader for having his phone out. but the 8th grader wasnt even trying to jsut piss her off. she kept going off about how bad it is to have a phone out or something. and she was screaming her heart out. so i could hear her so clearly. the 8th grader was like: girl why da heo is you screaming at me, my phone is gone, get over it. ok he didnt say those exact words, but he really wanted to stop talking to her, but i guess she made him really mad. so he just kept talking back to the teacher. and then they took him to the office and was never seen again. 8th graders, so wow.

6th grade is insane

this year, its obviously less different than last year. its middle school. and its harder to learn. and harder to focus. but i feel more freedom. i have been lacking good grades, but no matter, they’ll go back up ykyk. yesterday 3 people got suspended. it was recess, and da boys were playing football, then they blew the whistle and everyone was taking their sweet time to leave the courtyard. 3 of my friends decided to tackle one guy, julian(ew name). kristjan grabbed him and swung him around, desean took his elbow and hit his head onto the floor. theyre all friends of course though, so kristjan tried helping him back up. but once he got back up, he fell straight back onto the floor and fainted. yeah then the special medical people with flashing lights came and took him. desean, kristjan and aaron got suspended for just a day. i dont know what happened with aaron but he had something to do with it for some reason. but yeah, it was a pretty big deal.

well today……..

i was walking with 3 people from my other building to the middle school building. mio and bradley. bradley the asian. mio was talking about something i didnt know, but bradley knew what he was talking about somehow. so mio said: atleast one asian understand me(not racially motivated). bradley started laughing and i got mad, as a joke of course. and stop walking side by side with them. and got behind bradley and pulled the hoodie of his sweater. i kinda did it too hard to the point where he fell back. and i freaked out and tried helping him back up. but then his friends rushed over to see if he was okay. and i was screaming sorry like 100x. but he didnt say anything as he got back up and was checking if his neck was okay. which it wasnt. we didnt have the next class together. so i went to spanish so scared. and then there it was. the phone. ringing. my friend elyssa picked it up. it was the principal. elyssa said the words: thucquyeeeeen ur goin to the office. and i was shaking by then. when i got to the office, bradley was there. in tears and with an icepack on his neck. so she didnt scream at me. she was just saying the principal stuff they say. but my principal is actually really nice so she didnt say anything rude to me. and then she told me, bradley had told her that i said sorry. so im assuming that bradley wasnt 100% mad at me. we’re asian besties of course. but then she sent me out to talk to bradley. so i waited outside her office, and so many of my friends were so questioned by how i was there. so i told them. im supposed to be the good awesome cool person at school, this was the first time i had ever been called to the principal’s office in the past 4 years at this school. when i saw bradley walk back out, the principal called me back in, and that was when she announced, im getting a 1 day suspension. wow! ok yeah thats it. but hey, this is kinda crazy. #bonkers

i dont like the 7th grader anymore btw folks .ate

Sau bão một ngày, ba bay qua đó để xem nhà hư hại cái gì. Ba phát hiện chiếc tàu đã trôi đi mất, còn cây cối thì gãy gần hết. Mái che hồ bơi thì rách hết, nước trong hồ thì rất dơ. Mái che chiếc tàu cũng rách hết. Sau đó ông hàng xóm có nhắn tin cho bác Trường biết tàu đang ở đâu, chỉ cách nhà vài căn, ngưng lúc đó ba và cậu Ngân đã đi rôi. Một tuần sau thì cả ba người (có bác Trường) bay qua và đen tàu về. Con tiếp

bai girlllsss

my birthday was 2 days ago, and it was mid. as in, okay. i went to school and a lot of people said happy birthday my homeroom classroom sang happy birthday without our teacher saying anything, they’re just super cool. but also, my homeroom teacher hates her homeroom probably. she has some horrible kids. everyone is insane. i mean, we dont do bad stuff, we make HER do bad stuff. she loves saying potty words at us, and we think its funny. yes i like my homeroom teacher, but shes horrible at teaching when she cant get anyone to shut up when i need them to. its horrible. but ms martinez is lovely. last week, we had a real lockdown during dismissal. we about 8 kids that were supposed to be with ms martinez. but one single friend of mine was lucky enough to stay with us during the lockdown. ms martinez is loved by the entire school, ive said this in my past blogs. around 20-30 kids come into her classroom randomly during school to steal her food or just sit there. at this point im used to it. so there were around 9 of us during the real lockdown. and it was amazing. there were helicopters and police guys outside our school. and i was lockdown selfies with my friends. ms martinez was playing music from her computer and we were kinda partying. ok well at the beginning, we were pretty confused what was going on. our classroom door has a small window, and every classroom would have this piece of cloth to cover it for lockdowns. but ms martinez’s room is an absolute mess. and kids take her stuff everywhere. so the cloth was missing. and my friend that wasnt supposed to be  there, was like: dude were gonna die if that window isnt covered by a piece of cloth that u can see through anyways. so he took his jacket and a magnet expecting it to work but the jacket was too heavy and fell. so ms martinez took a trashbag instead. i honestly couldnt take the lockdown seriously. “lockdown selfiee!!” two minuets later everyone is on their phones doing whatever they want cus ms martinez is an awesome teacher. in the corner of the room you could see the only boys in the room listening to xxteneisicaiaosn. i recorded it. then ms martinez got notified on what was going on. apparently there was some bad criminal guy that was armed with a gun of some sort running around our block. and my mom was in line ready to pick me up. the lockdown lasted an hour. and my mom went home, her reason: i need to go home and work. so ya. i think they caught the guy or something. but everyone lived of course. it was a soft lockdown, so they werent in our building. but yeah, best lockdown ive ever experienced.

i hate being in 6th grade

if i didnt repeat kindergarten, then i wouldve been in 7th grade. and i think a lot of things would be different. a lot different. the 7th graders at my school are sort of weird. im friends a lot of 7th and 8th graders. but the rest, i dispise. they love to look down on 6th graders. especially 7th graders, they act as if they werent 6th graders a few months ago. my favorite 7th graders are vicky and destiny. theyre the actual cool 7th graders. im pretty close with them. well actually, the only reason why i talk to vicky is cause me and his brother are best besties. unfortunately her brother graduated last year, i still talk to him though. its so fun.

last friday i decided that i love this one 7th grader. ive never exchanged words with him. and he might not know of my existence, just maybe, we’ve made awkward eye contact before. but ive created a master plan to get him to normalize speaking to me. his best friend, gavin, lives in my neighborhood. and we’re cool friends. so on monday ill talk to him. this isnt using, cause i also just wanna talk to gavin again, hes funny and i want more people to wave to in the hallways. but some things ive been constantly worrying about. one, will a 7th grader be embarrassed talking to some asian weird 6th grader? two, i think im too scared for this. three, worst of all… i cant even say it. its too much, but it might ruin me and my best friend’s friendship. its so sad

goodbye

Ngày 22, Tháng 10, Năm 2022

Cách đây mấy tuần, florida cò một cơn bão ập vào rất lớn. TV nói rằng đây là cơn bão lớn nhất trong mấy chục năm. Nhưng chủ yếu vào hai thành phố là Fort Myers và Cape Coral là nơi có nhà mình. Sau bão một ngày ba có bay qua đó để xem thiệt hại bao nhiêu. Cũng may con kênh sau nhà nằm sâu trong đất liền, khá xa cửa biển nên nhà không bị lụt, đó là điều quan trọng nhất. Ngoài ra thì hư nhiều thứ lặt vặt……
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wedding

i woke up and everyone in my family except for me and my dad went to the wedding ceremony. i stayed home and played roblox till 1pm and we got ready for the after party thing and then we went at 5pm. i got there earlier than lanvy. so i talked to sophia and some other kids for like 10 mins and then did nothing. then they did another ceremony. i  just basically sat there. we took a whole lotta pictures too. then lanvy and everyone else came and we talked. the food there was really good. but i didnt eat much. it had been around 5 months since i saw lanvy, but it felt like i just saw her yesterday cause we text eachother often. i didnt expect to be doing nothing at the party. but i thought it was pretty awesome that we got a table that had a paper saying VIP on top of the table with my mom’s name spelled wrong. i thought i looked pretty awesome too.

thuclam looked like a pickle.

at around 10pm we went home. and then our asian group followed us and we had another party at our house till 2am. cool. i had some good sleep.

bien

i know that telling people you meet online about personal information isn’t supposed to be normal. but bien is something else. bien is like a different breed. he solves all my problems, like whenever im upset about anything and just randomly tell him on call about it even if he isnt listening, he always is like “what???” “i have no clue what you just said.” and hes so right. and bien is like my best buddy. my online friends know about bien, they really just know him as my cousin. sometimes when im playing with my friends, he joins no matter what stupid game it is (maybe not if it was a furry game). if it wasnt bien and my some other random friend i have. i would tell them to leave or i would leave with my other other friend im playing. but whenever bien joins, ill always welcome him. he makes everything so funny. so the majority of my friends have met him, probably never had a real conversation. but they like him, like i said, hes really funny and his avatar makes everything more humorous too. not bullying. my one close friend lay, he loves bien. in one certain game, people can be skinny, and whenever bien joins me and lay. lay begs bien to be  skinny, he offers him money and everything. but being fat is just bien’s thing.

this one time when it was 12am (before i got caught yk) and for bien it was like 2am. i was playing with around 10 of my friends. bien joins and for 2 more hours we spent playing together. it was so fun. then i decided bien is so cool and my friends love him too. so bien is such a coolie. except when hes mean.

i was taking a selfie with my friend madi but then bien shoved his way through behind us with another friend of mine he was abusing

all my friends were selling bread. but it seems that bien on the last left was selling something else. i was in the middle taking my own picture.

fall break again

nothing interesting happened except online stuff. so thats what i am writing about cause literally every single morning this week has been the same. i wake up, do piano, play, do something, play piano, game, and repeat.

so my online drama right. you probably know nothing about it. so ill just keep it easy. my one friend unfriended me randomly, and i was so upset. and he had stupid reasons why he did it. he lied to me multiple times before too. so i decided it was better that i kept away from him. but a month later he added me again, and i dont know what went through my mind while forgiving him when he never said sorry for anything. then later he unadded me again. and the cycle returned 2 more times. then my friend aubree was like: ok TQ, ur stupid, just leave him be. so yea i did and that lasted another month until he started talking to me again. i was so disgusted. so i literally told him one time while talking to him: ok temper, since ur not my best friend or friend either, im gonna leave.. bye hahah. so yes. i am gworl boss. but he kept me added for some reason. and i personally just couldnt unfriend him myself. so i woke up the next day to see that hes gone. phewwwwwww. i was so relieved he left. so theres that. fun fact about him tho: he bought me a 30$ spotify prem gift card, and  15$ nitro. i bought him: 5$ nitro and 5$ robux. is that crazy. yes. we were like bestie siblings. too bad ive been deleting all our memories. we even played minecraft together and started a survival world with a white cat, dirt house on top of water, no windows, and one bed. man oh man. yeah that was a good like 5 months of knowing him. new person! in january i met a friend group. yeah the server was deleted but we still a thing. except.. they have a group chat without me. so sad. but i still get included somewhere. so yaaa. i love that group. bye gang

fall break

it was a normal wednesday pick up from school by my mom. until like my mom said my dad was going to florida to see our house in case it died. i wanted to go as a joke but then my mom said i can take the 2 days of school off. so i did, and here i am at khoi’s house. nothing happened yet so i dont know what to say. but im missing pride day at my school. very sad and emotional. nothing interesting has happened so im probably just gonna make a second blog about this. bye gangy