Ngày 20, Tháng 2, Năm 2023

Hôm qua ba chở con và chị ThụcLam đến nhà bà nội thăm bà nội và nhờ bà nội sửa áo đầm cho chị. Áo đầm này mẹ mới mua, rất dễ thương ở tiệm Abercrombie, tiệm này mẹ hay mua đồ lắm vì vải đẹp nhưng cũng phải chờ giảm giá thì mới mua được. Lần này mẹ mua được ba cái áo đầm đều giảm giá. Khi tới nhà bà nội thì chưa có Nhi, sau đó thì Nhi về từ trường học vì mới đi cắm trại vê. Sau đó chờ Nhi tắm thì cả nhà kéo nhau đi ăn, chỉ có bà nội và chú Hiền không đi, còn chị ThụcĐan thì tới sau với Connor. Tiệm ăn là một tiệm crawfish, người chủ là bạn của ba nên mình sẽ được phục vụ tốt và đồ ăn cũng ngon. Cuối cùng thì ai cũng no nê nhưng rất hôi mùi tỏi.

supa bowlll

Hôm nay là ngày super bowl, là ngày chung kết bóng bầu dục, môn thể thao này chỉ có người Mỹ chơi thôi nên cả nước Mỹ hôm nay rất xôn xao và bận rộn. Đặc biệt nữa là lần này người ta chơi ở sân vận động rất gần nhà con, chỉ khoảng hai dặm thôi. Người ta đã đóng nhiều đường quanh sân vận động để cho người đi bộ và đậu xe, mẹ đã chuẩn bị đi chợ xong từ hôm qua để hôm nay không phải ra đường nữa. Mặc dù vậy, chiều nay mẹ vẫn qua nhà cô Trang vì chú Thạch nấu đồ ăn nhiều lắm, có cả tiết canh nữa nhưng mẹ không ăn đâu, mẹ chỉ qua chơi thôi. Con va chị ThucLam không thích đi nên mẹ đi một mình thôi, chị ThucDan thì sẽ đi làm cho đến tối. Ba cũng đi nữa nhưng ba đi sớm hơn nhiều, không biết để làm gì nữa.

im pro at switching topics, u amddddadsnndasmasdmasdmads

surprisingly, school is almost over. my homeroom teacher, which i have her twice a day with the same kids every time but 2 people are replaced for each class i have with her, if you can understand that i guess. thuclam social status back when she was in the building i go to now was pretty cool. she was in geometry, friends with everyone and they all agreed, everyone loved her, and she was smart. and it makes me angry, so ive been trying to do the same. cause i literally can, im that cool. i hate people sometimes, and i let my anger get the best of me. but if i usually let it all out by trash talking to aubree. you can call me fake for it, but theres only about 5 people in my school i dont hate on. there are standards!!! being normal, being reasonable, being real, being cool, and most importantly,  no racist. oh yeah, racism at my school has been getting outta hand! i get constantly harassed with the pulling eyes back and saying some naughty things! i dont like! unfortunately, this kid in my homeroom named marcos constantly does it. last wednesday i was in spanish class and you had to raise ur hand if youve eaten the hispanic food. “yess thats my favoriteee!!!” “OMG I LOVE THATTTTT ITS SO YUMMY” 2 people didnt raise their hands. me and stacy (the asian girl i wrote bout), even though ive been to more spanish speaking countries theyve been to. i wasnt sad or mad about not raising my hand, but i would constantly get comments like: eww ur so weird, you havent tried it? you were not raised righttt!! and i was gonna shove thuclam’s feet in their literal mouth. me and stacy kept making eye contact cause everyone was talking about us, and i was smiling sarcastically , which means shut up. yes, i hate racism!!!! its so sickening and im so tired of this horrible school of mine. after i left that hellhole, this guy starts screaming a song in spanish and i tell him to shut up cause i was in a horrible mood and then marcos tells me, “you shut up!! you wouldnt understand cause ur not mexican.” like is he dum, i know freaking well that im not mexican. and so i went over and pulled his hair, nothing came out. but its okay! he was quite angry at me, but its okay! i did it for a good reason, and i know he wouldnt go crying out to anyone. this tuesday i had to face him again! he streched his eyes back, 3 times. after i told him to literally leave me alone cause his voice is the reason why i cant sleep at night and why hes like 4’7. i was so tired of it at the 3rd time, cause i was talking to someone while he did it behind me. and so, i turned around and gave him THE LOOK! and he said “aiden told me to do it!” i didnt feel like going after aiden, and then marcos ran away, but hes slow and stupid so i grabbed his arm and held on quite tight. and scolded him, let me summarize: hi marcos, i dont care if aiden told you to do it, you know that its not okay and i dont like it! you look dumb doing that to me, cause literally nobody laughs at it. did you forget that i dont like those comments? so please let me remind you if you do those stupid faces at me again, i will get very angry! i dont like the feeling of it. the excuse you make is proof youre as dumb as some first grader. i dont know why you thought it was funny or some way of entertaining me. shut up for once, you are horrible 😀 his response: ok and? everyone at lunch makes fun of you because ur vietnam. GIRLLLLL IM VIETNAM NOW? i took his hair for the last time and told him some stuff i dont wanna repeat. and my mom was here to pick me up! just like that. aubree told me after i left he called me some more naughty words. and thats why he ugly. i get that its wrong and im constantly being scolded about it of course. but hey, im in ma baddie era!!

2/11/23

Tuần rôi cả nhà con được đi ăn một tiệm sang, tên là Seasoning 52, hơi xa nhà. Mẹ có một thẻ 250$ nên phải xài cho hết. ThucDan rủ thêm Connor nữa, và Connor cũng rất thích. Bà ngoại lần này gọi sò điệp chứ không gọi món cá như mọi lần. Connor thị gọi món beefsteak, vì mẹ nói cứ gọi đi không sao. ThucDan thì gọi gì con quên rồi, mẹ thì gọi tôm hùm và steak chung, ThucLam thì gọi tôm bisque (con không biết tiếng việt gọi là gi). Còn con thì gọi món rẻ tiền nhất vì lúc đó con đang đau bụng. Tất cả các món đều ít, nhưng cả nhà vẫn no mặc dù không no lắm. Sau khi tính tiền thì mẹ phải bỏ thêm mười đồng tiền bo sau khi đã trả bằng thẻ 250$. Nói chung cả nhà đều ngon miệng và hài lòng.

Ngay 21, Tháng 1, năm 2023

Hôm nay là ba mươi tết. Ở Việtnam là ngươi ta đang rất xôn xao và tất bật chuẩn bị để ăn tết. Nhưng nhà con thì thường là không làm gì. Mặc dù năm nay mẹ có làm khác hơn một tí. Mẹ vẫn mua bánh tét, một hai hộp mứt nhưng lần này mẹ mua tới ba bình bông, vì mẹ rất thích bông, trong đó có một chậu bông cúc là cũng có chút không khí tết. Bên cạnh đó bà ngoại có làm thêm dưa món nữa.

the asian girl in my class

stacy lauren. i love her for many reasons! she helps me on work and she lets me take pictures of the floor on her phone. but her name is so weird. yet ive got used to it. anywho, when a substitute or other kid walks in. something racial has to come out of their mouths. yesterday.i was in 3rd hour. we had a substitute, nobody listened. me and aubree were talking, then aaron and zach threw things at us. aaron, 13, its his 2nd year of 6th grade, disgusting, has had 14 gfs probably in the past year, racist, annoying. zach, short, says hes 13 but hes as tall as a 4th grader, has the IQ of a 2 year old, also just known as a very bad bad kid. then i looked at aubree. aaron hates me a lot, he goes in aubree’s comments section on tiktok, she posts me. he says “shes mad annoying.” i just attacked him right back, he deleted my comments even though they get a lot of likes :(. and he deletes the tiktoks comepletely sometimes.  anyways aarona n zach got mad at me and aubree cause we were talking about aaron repeating 6th grade and is dating someone that he doesnt even seem interesting in. so they did the thing where they stretched theier eyes back that is supposed to be “asian.” they called aubree indian and then said other racist things, aubree is literally hispanic but okay. so i asked them, “are you white?” zach was even more angry and then they kept doing that, one of aaron’s friends emersen is a really cool friend of mine. hes a bad kid, but hes not rude thinking its cool. he over heard them and then called aaron and zach a monkey……. aaron and zach didnt get mad, the whole topic changed. and i didnt talk to them again. but, during my lunch, me and aubree threw 2 water bottles on their heads, actually we missed. so i threw a packet of goldfish to zach. didnt do anything. but yeah!

Ngày 7, Tháng 1, năm 2023

Nhanh quá, đã qua năm mới. Cả nhà con mới về từ nhà bác Trường sau hai tuần nghỉ lễ. Lần này tụi con được đi trượt tuyết ba ngày liền, nhưng có vài người không đi ngày thứ ba, trong đó có con, TD, Khang. Thay vào đó, Cậu Ngân chở tụi con đi lên phố chơi và ghé một tiệm boba. Trong khi đó mẹ phải ở nhà làm việc vì mẹ không muốn xin nghỉ. Mẹ muốn để dành cho những chuyến đi chơi lớn hơn, ví dụ như hè năm sau sẽ đi Do Thái.

hi

guys, i like using spotify, khoi rn: ewww. i dont have problems with soundcloud, ive never used it in my life. maybe you can listen to music offline, but still, spotify is better. all i know about soundcloud is that theres a lot of ads and light mode. ive had premium for spotify for a while, thanks to my loving sister! and someone i will not name that paid for my spotify for 3 months, which is a lot of money. i am no longer in contact with that person, thank da lawd. any adults reading this dont know these artists, but my top artists are: keshi, beabadoobea, pinkpantheress, ericdoa, taylor swift. yes soo cool. my genres: indie pop, pop (idk what the big difference is, spotify says so ok), hyperpop(yes i LOVE), kpop, rap. dont ask about the rap, i like some songs okay. my a quarter of my music comes from thuclam and thuc, another quarter from tiktok. 15% of it from aubree, another 15% from all of my friends, and 50% from me. me and the majority of my friends have a similar music taste. cause tiktok drove us all in the same direction. its quite cool.

Hi

it is 2023, wow so cool. id write about some online life stuff, but you dont care. i dont have anything to say, its nice to be home, cause i hate everything. can i talk crap about aubree now, even though its rude, she does it too and started it too. im still best friends with her, but its cause i dont know who can replace her after and i dont feel like changing, she has every class with me, and knows too much about me. last year me and my friend adrian were mad at eachother, he kicked me so hard it hurt for days, i forgot why, and then it wasnt that physical but i pushed him mulitple times to the floor, we’d keep yelling at eachother. but then he said “you dont even know what aubree says about you at rise.” rise as in the gifted program. after that, me and adrian became friends again. but i was confused, what could aubree possibly say about me, not to my face. that was just the first clue of the betrayal, for the year. this year, i text her a lot about stuff, and then shes says: yeah i totally agree (even though i have no clue what ur talking about). even after i send her paragraphs about everything. she ignores it all, but i use to think she DID read them, just didnt reply. cause i do that. but turns out she doesnt. and at school too, ill be talking about something, then the next day be like: so do you remember when i talked about that one person? she’ll say no. of course she’ll say no! she doesnt care about what i have to say. you see, in every duo, theres a person that talks, and theres a person that listens. i am definitely the talks, she agrees too, but shes not the listens, she pretends to listen. and it sucks that only now i realize that aubree is kind of cruel. i always listen to her, always defend her name. she knows it too, when she wrote an appreciation letter to me she acknowledged it. this one guy snitched on aubree before, i went off on him, he got rejected by over 3 girls already, which was good cause if those girls said yes, theyre on my kill list. say no to dating in middle school, its corny!! last thing aubree did to me, which was just a few weeks ago, leave my letter to her at school. i gave it to her in the morning but its my rule that you cant read my letters to you until one of us is gone, reading it infront of me is scary. and she read it after i left that day, i put my heart and soul into that paper. it hurt my hands after i wrote it. she left it at school. one, if she cared about that paper, she’d cherish it and BRING IT HOME. how could you forget a paper about how cool you are. unless you dont think its cool. of course, accidents happen, but its like if someone got me a paper that says: dear thucquyen, ur the best!. i would take it home of course, cause its true. two, leaving it at school wasnt the big problem, i put the word suicide in it cause my roblox pet died, wow! principal thinks im suicidal and calls my mom! dad says, i make my family to bad, ok? yeah i got in trouble for it, of course, i dont why, cause if im suicidal, arent u supposed to be preventing me from it. but anyways, aubree is something else, she said sorry, and i believe that its sincere, but leaving it at all, its cruel to me. i have plenty of more examples.

my friend kirstjan gave me a sweater as a gift. and i wore it like a normal person, and aubree asks if she can have it while i literally have it on. is she dumb or dumber than dumbest. i said no, and she ignores me for 4 class periods. she went to the bathroom with her phone for a long time, probably complaining about how much she hates me, cause the jacket just means sooo much. she denied the fact she likes kristjan, shes ALL OVER HIM. ties his hair, gives her stuff to him, gives her jacket to him, and he doesnt even wear it. it just adds more weight on him when he ties it to his waist, then she complains how COLD SHE IS. it makes me so angry, im glad were not a trio anymore, its true that trios never work out. kristjan and i are best friends, and aubree and i are best friends. for now!

Bye, stay safe

winta brek

its pretty much tradition to go to nam’s house for christmas. but this year it was pretty much lamer than before, it snowed, yay. but just being there felt a little different, not gonna state any reasons. christmas for me was supposed to have atleast a tree. but okay, what my mom  would say is: its not like youre willing to take care of the tree or put it out and away. she’ll always find a way to make myself seem worse about what i say. but i literally dont care! i went snowboarding, yay. i loved last year’s christmas and new year. i had lots of fun this year, lots, and lots of  sadness and being emo-ness. last year i got to say merry christmas with aubree, and i get to do it again, cause shes still my best frienddd. and my online friends i had last year are still here. slayyyyyyyyy. but this winter break wasnt that interesting.

something more important: u a hater

my spotify wrapped was quite interesting. my mins listened were 44000 something, thats right, i listen that much, cause music is my life.

i love british people

also europeans, especially my european friends, they the bessssst