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My discord is gone. ” Finally!! ” I was sorta tired from the drama anyways. But at that time, I was happy. And some people like my sister think i’m gonna make another account. But i’m not stupid to do that and then get into more punishments and then cry all night. Then wake up with puffy eyes and then go to school with everyone asking if my eyes are broken or something. I’m okay. Now for me to properly answer nam’s question that I cannot answer because he keeps talking and talking. Roblox is not really what I’m addicted to. My friends are there, and maybe I don’t have to talk to them EVERYDAY. I went through one thing. I had a best friend for 5 months, then I went offline for one week. He avoided me ever since, because I didn’t have enough time for him. And that’s only ONE friend right? But he was one of my only friends then, I had a odd hard time talking to other people and wanting them to be friends with me. I really really wanted him to be friends with me forever, because he was funny, nice and all that. ” LOL THEY’RE PROBABLY SOME OLD WEIRDO BEHIND A SCREEN 🤣 .” When people ask me if they know how they look or their age, and then I tell them. It’s always the same thing, ” they may be lying .” I don’t know how to react or say back after they tell me that my friends are probably a 50 year old. Now I hate calling my online friends “online.” Right after I say something really good about them and that they like me a lot too <3. They ALWAYS SAY THEY ARE AN OLD PERSON BEHIND A SCREEN. It ruins my mood and I know I can’t confirm they aren’t. I have one friend, she’s been friends with me since the beginning of my discord life, jay :3. I love her, because she always talks to me when she realizes I’m sad or something. Her real name is giselle, she’s a 13 year old that lives in florida and is in 8th grade. She lives in a 1 story house with a squirrel, a sister, and a brother. Her house has a christmas tree that ha so much white on it, It blinds my eyes. Her living room is pretty small and messy, but her room is alwasy messy. She shares a room with her older sister. Jay babysits a 6 year old pretty often and her name was ella or something. And all that information was useless but I genuinely believed it. I’m stupid, I know. But jay is just like me, another kid on the internet, people who say that there are lots of people that are bad on the internet, you are right! But i was lucky to find jay, she trusted me, I trusted her. YOU probably don’t trust her, and that ain’t gonna stop me from being best friends with her. SO my best friends may be an online friend, it’s because the people in real life are all the same. I don’t know how to explain it, but they are 10x more boring. Best friends? Lanvy and Jay. Also lanvy was the reason I met jay too, i love them so much. I mean I don’t have to be best friends with lanvy, because I know she really likes sophia, but she likes me too uwu. Anywho just another dramatic blog then i guess.

Hôm nay la thứ bảy. Con viết một minh, con giỏi. Con không biết viết cái dì. Thank you mom for giving me the opportunity to do this

they left, because of all of you

pov😹😹😹😹😹😹😹😹

I am really happy that I finally realized how to help myself. Not tell anyone about my online life. Yeah I am gonna write all my stuff in my notebook😹🛴. thank you

I understand that being “addicted” to online friends and games isn’t very good and healthy. My mom is hates anything that has to do with the internet, but it’s the opposite for me. Recently one of my best best best best online friends got into a fight and blocked me. I cried, maybe I looked stupid but like I said, I was “addicted.” This person was Opera! I’ve known him for 6 months and we were besties. When he blocked me, it felt like I had nobody there anymore. Even though I have my ”other” friends. He was someone I looked up to everyday, he was funny and made everyday of mine better. That was one of the reasons I cried, then when my mom saw and asked why I was crying. I could already see what would happen next, I declined but then of course told her. After that my mom never wanted me to back to discord or online friends at least. I did the best I could, but honestly it wasn’t the best. The “best” would’ve been me blocking every online friend I knew. The weekend without him was very very very odd. I didn’t play, I spent the days scrolling through our old messages. Maybe it made me feel worse about myself, but I imagined Opera feeling bad too so I was okay. I added him back even though it might’ve been useless. He blocked me again, but I didn’t cry cause I was 2% more over it. Lanvy tried to motivate me and told me to make new friends. I tried and got lazy. I hate hate hate hate hate hate discord

TD was about to delete my discord without telling me or asking, probably cause I would say no. My whole family knows im addicted and is against it. They think it’s dangerous and makes me cry. But they didn’t see why I kept them😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂. Dont make me pull up the screenshots that made me happy😀 ok

This was one of our early conversations, very calm but little by little it turned into this

I talked to him differently, like rinn way😎

but then last month they turned into this..

that was actually 3 days ago and the last time we ever talked

boring bye….

I tried adding opera back and he accepted, I wrote him a funny apology yet serious. We had a normal and short conversation before I went to sleep. I was very very happy that night and I learned to not bother him anymore but be his friend still. The next morning wasn’t that way, he blocked me without telling me. I was extremely confused, mad, and mostly sad. I shook it off that day but kept asking myself. Lanvy helped me make a decision, I can stop obsessing and move on, it was only 5 months. Jay is much better and it’s been a whole year knowing Jay. So i’m gonna make new friends!

Because I have a new laptop, i can do things I have wanted now. Like getting a macro, editing, and I dont know. Bye

Mấy di đang ở đây được mấy ngày rồi. Hôm qua mấy di có chở con đi chơi tennis và ở lại xem con chơi nữa. Hôm nay cả nhà sẽ đi ăn lẩu. Còn hôm trước thì đi Sedona leo núi. Núi rất đẹp
và cao nũa nên mất hết hai tiếng nưỡi leo lên và leo xuống. Ai cũng mệt đừ, dì mang không đúng giầy. Nhưng sau đó thi dượng ăn một bữa ăn ngọn Bye