surprisingly, school is almost over. my homeroom teacher, which i have her twice a day with the same kids every time but 2 people are replaced for each class i have with her, if you can understand that i guess. thuclam social status back when she was in the building i go to now was pretty cool. she was in geometry, friends with everyone and they all agreed, everyone loved her, and she was smart. and it makes me angry, so ive been trying to do the same. cause i literally can, im that cool. i hate people sometimes, and i let my anger get the best of me. but if i usually let it all out by trash talking to aubree. you can call me fake for it, but theres only about 5 people in my school i dont hate on. there are standards!!! being normal, being reasonable, being real, being cool, and most importantly, no racist. oh yeah, racism at my school has been getting outta hand! i get constantly harassed with the pulling eyes back and saying some naughty things! i dont like! unfortunately, this kid in my homeroom named marcos constantly does it. last wednesday i was in spanish class and you had to raise ur hand if youve eaten the hispanic food. “yess thats my favoriteee!!!” “OMG I LOVE THATTTTT ITS SO YUMMY” 2 people didnt raise their hands. me and stacy (the asian girl i wrote bout), even though ive been to more spanish speaking countries theyve been to. i wasnt sad or mad about not raising my hand, but i would constantly get comments like: eww ur so weird, you havent tried it? you were not raised righttt!! and i was gonna shove thuclam’s feet in their literal mouth. me and stacy kept making eye contact cause everyone was talking about us, and i was smiling sarcastically , which means shut up. yes, i hate racism!!!! its so sickening and im so tired of this horrible school of mine. after i left that hellhole, this guy starts screaming a song in spanish and i tell him to shut up cause i was in a horrible mood and then marcos tells me, “you shut up!! you wouldnt understand cause ur not mexican.” like is he dum, i know freaking well that im not mexican. and so i went over and pulled his hair, nothing came out. but its okay! he was quite angry at me, but its okay! i did it for a good reason, and i know he wouldnt go crying out to anyone. this tuesday i had to face him again! he streched his eyes back, 3 times. after i told him to literally leave me alone cause his voice is the reason why i cant sleep at night and why hes like 4’7. i was so tired of it at the 3rd time, cause i was talking to someone while he did it behind me. and so, i turned around and gave him THE LOOK! and he said “aiden told me to do it!” i didnt feel like going after aiden, and then marcos ran away, but hes slow and stupid so i grabbed his arm and held on quite tight. and scolded him, let me summarize: hi marcos, i dont care if aiden told you to do it, you know that its not okay and i dont like it! you look dumb doing that to me, cause literally nobody laughs at it. did you forget that i dont like those comments? so please let me remind you if you do those stupid faces at me again, i will get very angry! i dont like the feeling of it. the excuse you make is proof youre as dumb as some first grader. i dont know why you thought it was funny or some way of entertaining me. shut up for once, you are horrible 😀 his response: ok and? everyone at lunch makes fun of you because ur vietnam. GIRLLLLL IM VIETNAM NOW? i took his hair for the last time and told him some stuff i dont wanna repeat. and my mom was here to pick me up! just like that. aubree told me after i left he called me some more naughty words. and thats why he ugly. i get that its wrong and im constantly being scolded about it of course. but hey, im in ma baddie era!!