Hi

it is 2023, wow so cool. id write about some online life stuff, but you dont care. i dont have anything to say, its nice to be home, cause i hate everything. can i talk crap about aubree now, even though its rude, she does it too and started it too. im still best friends with her, but its cause i dont know who can replace her after and i dont feel like changing, she has every class with me, and knows too much about me. last year me and my friend adrian were mad at eachother, he kicked me so hard it hurt for days, i forgot why, and then it wasnt that physical but i pushed him mulitple times to the floor, we’d keep yelling at eachother. but then he said “you dont even know what aubree says about you at rise.” rise as in the gifted program. after that, me and adrian became friends again. but i was confused, what could aubree possibly say about me, not to my face. that was just the first clue of the betrayal, for the year. this year, i text her a lot about stuff, and then shes says: yeah i totally agree (even though i have no clue what ur talking about). even after i send her paragraphs about everything. she ignores it all, but i use to think she DID read them, just didnt reply. cause i do that. but turns out she doesnt. and at school too, ill be talking about something, then the next day be like: so do you remember when i talked about that one person? she’ll say no. of course she’ll say no! she doesnt care about what i have to say. you see, in every duo, theres a person that talks, and theres a person that listens. i am definitely the talks, she agrees too, but shes not the listens, she pretends to listen. and it sucks that only now i realize that aubree is kind of cruel. i always listen to her, always defend her name. she knows it too, when she wrote an appreciation letter to me she acknowledged it. this one guy snitched on aubree before, i went off on him, he got rejected by over 3 girls already, which was good cause if those girls said yes, theyre on my kill list. say no to dating in middle school, its corny!! last thing aubree did to me, which was just a few weeks ago, leave my letter to her at school. i gave it to her in the morning but its my rule that you cant read my letters to you until one of us is gone, reading it infront of me is scary. and she read it after i left that day, i put my heart and soul into that paper. it hurt my hands after i wrote it. she left it at school. one, if she cared about that paper, she’d cherish it and BRING IT HOME. how could you forget a paper about how cool you are. unless you dont think its cool. of course, accidents happen, but its like if someone got me a paper that says: dear thucquyen, ur the best!. i would take it home of course, cause its true. two, leaving it at school wasnt the big problem, i put the word suicide in it cause my roblox pet died, wow! principal thinks im suicidal and calls my mom! dad says, i make my family to bad, ok? yeah i got in trouble for it, of course, i dont why, cause if im suicidal, arent u supposed to be preventing me from it. but anyways, aubree is something else, she said sorry, and i believe that its sincere, but leaving it at all, its cruel to me. i have plenty of more examples.

my friend kirstjan gave me a sweater as a gift. and i wore it like a normal person, and aubree asks if she can have it while i literally have it on. is she dumb or dumber than dumbest. i said no, and she ignores me for 4 class periods. she went to the bathroom with her phone for a long time, probably complaining about how much she hates me, cause the jacket just means sooo much. she denied the fact she likes kristjan, shes ALL OVER HIM. ties his hair, gives her stuff to him, gives her jacket to him, and he doesnt even wear it. it just adds more weight on him when he ties it to his waist, then she complains how COLD SHE IS. it makes me so angry, im glad were not a trio anymore, its true that trios never work out. kristjan and i are best friends, and aubree and i are best friends. for now!

Bye, stay safe