I understand that being “addicted” to online friends and games isn’t very good and healthy. My mom is hates anything that has to do with the internet, but it’s the opposite for me. Recently one of my best best best best online friends got into a fight and blocked me. I cried, maybe I looked stupid but like I said, I was “addicted.” This person was Opera! I’ve known him for 6 months and we were besties. When he blocked me, it felt like I had nobody there anymore. Even though I have my ”other” friends. He was someone I looked up to everyday, he was funny and made everyday of mine better. That was one of the reasons I cried, then when my mom saw and asked why I was crying. I could already see what would happen next, I declined but then of course told her. After that my mom never wanted me to back to discord or online friends at least. I did the best I could, but honestly it wasn’t the best. The “best” would’ve been me blocking every online friend I knew. The weekend without him was very very very odd. I didn’t play, I spent the days scrolling through our old messages. Maybe it made me feel worse about myself, but I imagined Opera feeling bad too so I was okay. I added him back even though it might’ve been useless. He blocked me again, but I didn’t cry cause I was 2% more over it. Lanvy tried to motivate me and told me to make new friends. I tried and got lazy. I hate hate hate hate hate hate discord
TD was about to delete my discord without telling me or asking, probably cause I would say no. My whole family knows im addicted and is against it. They think it’s dangerous and makes me cry. But they didn’t see why I kept them๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐. Dont make me pull up the screenshots that made me happy๐ ok
This was one of our early conversations, very calm but little by little it turned into this
I talked to him differently, like rinn way๐
but then last month they turned into this..
that was actually 3 days ago and the last time we ever talked
boring bye….