Month: November 2021

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I understand that being “addicted” to online friends and games isn’t very good and healthy. My mom is hates anything that has to do with the internet, but it’s the opposite for me. Recently one of my best best best best online friends got into a fight and blocked me. I cried, maybe I looked stupid but like I said, I was “addicted.” This person was Opera! I’ve known him for 6 months and we were besties. When he blocked me, it felt like I had nobody there anymore. Even though I have my ”other” friends. He was someone I looked up to everyday, he was funny and made everyday of mine better. That was one of the reasons I cried, then when my mom saw and asked why I was crying. I could already see what would happen next, I declined but then of course told her. After that my mom never wanted me to back to discord or online friends at least. I did the best I could, but honestly it wasn’t the best. The “best” would’ve been me blocking every online friend I knew. The weekend without him was very very very odd. I didn’t play, I spent the days scrolling through our old messages. Maybe it made me feel worse about myself, but I imagined Opera feeling bad too so I was okay. I added him back even though it might’ve been useless. He blocked me again, but I didn’t cry cause I was 2% more over it. Lanvy tried to motivate me and told me to make new friends. I tried and got lazy. I hate hate hate hate hate hate discord

TD was about to delete my discord without telling me or asking, probably cause I would say no. My whole family knows im addicted and is against it. They think it’s dangerous and makes me cry. But they didn’t see why I kept them😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂. Dont make me pull up the screenshots that made me happy😀 ok

 

 

 

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This was one of our early conversations, very calm but little by little it turned into this

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I talked to him differently, like rinn way😎

but then last month they turned into this..

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that was actually 3 days ago and the last time we ever talked

boring bye….

tingz

I tried adding opera back and he accepted, I wrote him a funny apology yet serious. We had a normal and short conversation before I went to sleep. I was very very happy that night and I learned to not bother him anymore but be his friend still. The next morning wasn’t that way, he blocked me without telling me. I was extremely confused, mad, and mostly sad. I shook it off that day but kept asking myself. Lanvy helped me make a decision, I can stop obsessing and move on, it was only 5 months. Jay is much better and it’s been a whole year knowing Jay. So i’m gonna make new friends!

Because I have a new laptop, i can do things I have wanted now. Like getting a macro, editing, and I dont know. Bye

got my og laptop back >:)

Mấy di đang ở đây được mấy ngày rồi. Hôm qua mấy di có chở con đi chơi tennis và ở lại xem con chơi nữa. Hôm nay cả nhà sẽ đi ăn lẩu. Còn hôm trước thì đi Sedona leo núi. Núi rất đẹp
và cao nũa nên mất hết hai tiếng nưỡi leo lên và leo xuống. Ai cũng mệt đừ, dì mang không đúng giầy. Nhưng sau đó thi dượng ăn một bữa ăn ngọn Bye

if i could say sorry to opera`

If i was ever able to say sorry to Opera, it would be weak. It was mostly my fault but he changed. Ever since Opera got Korblox and other rich stuff, he got annoying and cocky. He liked this one girl that had korblox and stuff like that. Yet I would always support him without hesitating and never noticing how he was changing. He was so selfish and I never realized. Still, I miss him. I feel bored everyday, I only have 2 online friends now. They don’t act like Opera, they’re normal. Opera was just somehow different. Pastel and Jay are my last friends. I haven’t made new friends for like 3 months now and maybe that’s why everyone is drifting.

The way Hime and opera talk is different, it was like the way opera and I were talking, our private calls. Now i realize I was just another girl he was pretending to be friends with. Now im scrolling through our old messages, he use to be the one chasing after me and I didn’t notice. Then I chased after him, now we go separate ways. I don’t wanna sound annoying or dramatic but…. hi

 

i dont care about my mistakes

Hôm nay chủ nhật ba không phải lái uber vì ba nói ba lái đủ tiền rồi. Ba sẽ dược ngủ cả ngày. Nhưng mẹ nói ba cần đi với mẹ ra home depot dẻ tìm mua một cái Pergola để phía sau nhà cho đẹp. Cái Pergola này hơi bự và bằng gỗ nên rất mắc. Nhưng cũng rất tiện vì sẽ có bóng mát và cũng làm cho nhà có giá thị hơn. Và có thể trồng cây leo thì sẽ còn đẹp hơn nữa.

Thứ tư vừa rồi là sinh nhật 11 tuổi của con. Chị ThucLam mua một con chuột loại chơi game ở computer nên con thích lắm. Còn chị ThucDan thì mua một bán kem và hai con thú nhồi bông loại để đeo chìa khoá, con cò mấy cái rồi nhưng vẫn thích. Bạn trong xóm thì gõ cưa, chị vừa ra mở thì chúm nó hát bài chúc mừng sinh nhật con. Thế là con đã mười mội tuổi.

‘the end 11/5

Of course 2 days after my birthday, something happens. On my birthday I had to remind Opera to say happy birthday, we had a “fight” because I didn’t say happy birthday on his birthday, I forgot. Then yesterday, Jay added me to a gc with Hime, Opera and like 2 other random people. I joined the vc but was on mute. I was hating how hime and opera were talking, it was like nox and hime. Annoying and I just wish they acknowledged me. Hime was my enemy, she is annoying. A discord egirl and cringy, it’s hard to believe she’s 14, embarrassing. I was talking to Pastel about it and I was going on and on about how much I hated Hime. While that, Pastel went to kele. Kele is opera’s cousin, she’s really nice and cool. But Pastel sent ss to her anyways and opera saw from kele’s tablet. I was EXPOSED. They started asking me and then it ended quickly. Blocked of course by them, Jay didn’t care and she stayed. But opera was gone, he was awkward though. I was crying SO MUCH. Anyways im over it, pastel explained a reasonable answer 🙂

i hate people like opera, he cant stay with one person, it was pastel, me and then hime. hime is gonna learn next

thanks for the 6 months of everything