For my birthday, I’m gonna make a virtual online party so celebrate with my online friends. I’m gonna have some of my irl friends come too. I am so excited, because I haven’t been able to play with opera and everyone lately. I really just wanna play with my online friends for my birthday, I’m always so happy with them so I wanna have the greatest birthday which them too. I am still best friends with Jay, I’ve known him for a year now. I kinda wanna do that trend where they re-take a picture from a year ago, but yeah.
I recently watched the most amazing movie ever, Five Feet Apart. It’s about these 2 teens that have a disease where there is too much bacteria in their lungs or something like that. And they fall in love but since they have the same disease, they have to stay five feet apart. It’s so sad I cried, I’ve only cried because of 2 movies, A Whisker Away (stop nam) and Five Feet Apart. It’s literally the best movie ever, the ending is so sad too though.
Every time I’m sad, I just look through my old group chats with opera or group chats with jay. And our dms, I don’t even know why but they always just make me feel so much better even though they aren’t actually talking to me. Recently I lost 2 online friends, which I dont care about them so I didn’t feel sad but I told Opera and I expected something showing that he doesn’t care. But he told me that one day I’ll find new friends and replace them and notice that they were just a waste. I was so happy, and now every time I loose a friend, I remind myself those very words. I also have a picture of the friend group. And now I imagine a picture of my friends and I at my party 🙂
i love them <3 w<3