ayeeeeeeee end of 8th grade

guys im almost done. wednesday is my promotion and then im never coming back!! im gonna make this short because my hands hurt.

this entire year was just assignments after assignments, fights, drama, a lot of people being absent every other day because their parents dont care, vaping in the bathroom, dragging a desk into the boys bathroom, everyone being late, teachers lying to us, teachers quitting or getting fired, shoving in the hallways, getting dress coded, students screaming back at teachers, freezing classrooms, teachers swearing at us loudly, 7th graders trying to be us which i hate, a horrible middle school dance, EVERYONE cheating, teachers telling us to grab a book or something incase admin comes in and we have to look like were doing something, breaking the chromebooks, suspension after suspension, a horrible baseball team that didnt win a single game, an amazing girls flag football and boys flag football team doing the best its done since the school was built, a fat girl threating me and my friends that she was gonna fight us but she never did because shes fat, lots of relationships that never lasted, taking pictures on the ipads, getting searched, lunch detention, and so so so much fun. this is kind of exactly what ive thought of since 6th grade. i wanted the most memorable 8th grade.
ill finish this LATER!! but i loved this year very much

Ngày 17, Tháng 5, Năm 2025 i love glaive i love glaive i love glaive

Thế là hết hai đêm ở Huế. Địa điểm kế tiếp là Tràng An. Trên đươc` đi có ghé một vài địa điểm lịch sử để chụp hình và để ôn lại một tí về quá khứ của VN cho cả nhà. Trong đó có nhà tưởng niệm của đại thi hào Nguyễn Du, cũng có thể là con nhớ sai về thời gian. Khi tới nơi nhà mướn thì ai cũng trầm trồ vì cảnh đẹp. Cả đại gia đình bao trọn khu nghỉ dưỡng. Phòng nào cũng có ban công nhìn ra bờ xong và bên kia sông là những căn nhà, cũng khá xinh xắn. Có một lúc mẹ bắt gặp một bà đang chèo ghe từ bên kia sông qua bên đây. Mẹ có hỏi thăm thì ba nói bà qua đây để mang vài con cá bắt được ra chợ bán. Mẹ có thấy vài con cá trong cái thau, nó nhỏ xíu và mẹ thầm nghỉ là tội nghiêp bà và cả ai mua cá của bà vì tất cả đều nghèo. Bà có nói giá và cô Lý biết bà cố tình lên giá nên cô nói không nên giúp. Hết

ngày 27, thăng 4, năm 2025 save me

Hai ngày ở Huế cả nhà con đi thăm khá nhiều nơi, trong đó có cung đình Huế và lăng tẩm của các vua. Trong đó có vua Khải Định, vua Tự Đức, hoàng tử Cảnh. Trên đường đi mẹ thấy người ta có bán chuối chiên nên mẹ ghé mua vài cái, rất ngon nên một cái vèo là hết. Còn lúc đi tham quan thì lại bị mưa nhưng cũng may không lớn nên mặc áo mưa hay che dù là đủ rồi. Buổi trua đó cả nhà ghé ăn bún bò Huế, ai cũng khen ngon. Còn buổi tối, cả nhà dạo một vòng khu trung tâm Huế để tìm chỗ ăn. Và cuối cùng thì quyết định dừng ở một tiệm đặc trưng các món Huế, ví dụ như bánh bèo, bánh nậm. Trong khi bà ngoại và bà Trung vì mệt nên về trước. Tối đó mẹ, cậu, cô Bích và cô Lý còn chạy ra trung tâm để tìm ăn hột vịt lộn om bầu. Vì nghe nhiều người hay nhắc phải ăn khi tới đây. Cả bốn người ai cũng khen ngon. Còn tiếp

tew. i need to pee

life felt complete after getting my nails done. that night, i got some good sleep for once. then the next morning. me, my dad and his personal driver/best friend drove us to saigon. i slept some of the way. finally got the whole back row to myself. when we got there, we first ate with my mom’s cousin. then went to muji!!! and i bought so so many pens. never counted them. just took a bunch. then we went to the apartment thing my dad rented. very nice. one of the nicest (compared to the other places we stayed at). it was afternoon by then, and we just did nothing in there for awhile. thats pretty nice. then me and my dad went downstairs and walked a few blocks down to a convenient store. my first convenient store run. i dont remember what my dad got but i got yakult, konjac jelly and turtle chips. a delight. and we walked back home. and that was nice. just being able to do that in peace. just me and my dad. idk where my dad’s friend was. but he cameback later. or he was there the whole time. for dinner, we ate with my mom’s whole family. and i saw diep and nghi. i could feel the uneasiness. but we talked a lot. and even though i know they wished thuclam and thucdan were there instead, they took me out that night and we got tanghulu. i got to ride with nghi and it was scary. but so fun. she talked a lot on the ride. mostly about her school drama. which was funny. then their mom insisted that someone would stay the night with me because i would be lonely. i didnt mind either way. nghi said she couldnt. diep said okay. so she did. and we had so much fun that night. we talked a lot that night and played roblox and screamed and i didnt feel lonely at all. opening the door to the kitchen and living room was scary. i could only keep it open for 2 seconds because it reeked of alcohol. it took a good 20 mins to get toothpaste. i had to mention that. anyways, me and diep just doom scrolled on tiktok till we fell asleep. she fell asleep first. i think. i called eva. i missed school. and it was the last day of the quarter. so i called her and i asked if i was missing anything. but i guess nothing went down. sigh. crazy that it was midnight for me but for eva it was the morning. and calling eva gave me a bit of comfort. like she wasnt having too much fun without me. the next morning, me and diep woke up at like 5am. i was still jet lagged so yeah. of course, we stayed in bed for a few hours. then we walked so fluffing far. diep seemed used to this. so i guess i was just being a local. interesting. we ate at jollibee because yeah. she put me on the spaghetti and it was sooooooooo good. then we walked another 15 mins to this place where she usually gets her boba i guess. and it was good. really sweet. it was fun. the walk made me feel like a local. and i was less scared of crossing the streets. then we got back and then went to a diy house. we made a candle and that was super duper fun. it was pink and we put our names on it. after that, we walked 5 mins to this photobooth place. where we took a bunch of photos and print them out. supaaaa fun. then we walked. and walked. and wandered, and wandered. after that we went home. and i thought my dad was home but he wasnt. so okay. it was like 5 by then and we were hungry. so we went to a really good pizza place downstairs. and it was superrrrr deliiiiciouuuuus. it felt like i was a real adult because we went to a restaurant alone.
part tree later. 681

2024 vietnam trip woohoo

it took an awful long time to get to vietnam. i had almost a full week with my dad. which was indeed, my favorite part of the trip. i got there at 11pm, with barely any sleep. but i was relieved. and that specific scent of the vietnam air as soon as i left the airport was hot. but it made me happy i was finally here. i was greeted by my dad’s friends (3) and we got into a car. i was tired and gross. my dad told me we were going to eat something good then drive to his hometown. 5 hours away. but i was okay with that. we ate some type of ramen sort of. it was really good but i was still sleepy so i dont really remember appreciating it. then in the car ride, i couldnt sleep. at all. first of all, my dad and his friends were just talking the entire time. which didnt stop me from sleeping, but i was listening the whole time, so i just couldnt really. by the time my dad’s friends got tired in the car, we were on the bumpy road. the road with no pavement. so we were just hopping around in the car. i was struggling to find a position to be able to sleep. i was so done. by then, it was the next day in arizona. and i was texting emma the whole car ride because i would ask her to update me things about school. and it made me miss school. eventually we made it to the hotel, and it was 5am. by the time i got out of the shower, changed my clothes, brushed my teeth and took out my contacts. it was daytime. i jumped on the bed and closed my eyes. one minute passed, probably. then my dad said “wanna go out.” i got up so fast. i dont know why i couldnt sleep. i was happy though. that my dad didnt force me to sleep. it feels better when youre actually tired. which i was, but it just wasnt time yet. so we went out to get coffee and met up with my dad’s cousin. i had breakfast. i officially hadnt slept for 2 days. but didnt feel a thing anyways. now that im really thinking about it, i dont remember that day very well. we walked around a bit. but still, i dont remember what happened. or what day it was. my brain was probably asleep when this all was happening. i will just recall what i do remember. not 100% sure. i met my cousin that i dont remember having. no offense, she didnt talk to me a lot anyways. i was so sleep deprived i couldnt think. i remember me and my dad taking a nap later that day around maybe 12-3 or somewhere afternoon. and being forced out of bed. i was still tired after. that short nap felt so good. then my dad got a haircut and i got my hair washed. and it felt so good. then i had jollibee for the first time. and it was too spicy, never get the spicy chicken stuff. no thank you. then we had a dinner with my dad’s friends and cousin’s family and stuff. whatever. we didnt get back to the hotel till 8 or 9. and i was so so so so so sleepy. i was so dead. so tired. now this part gets weird. i was hallucinating. i woke up twice (or it was in my dream) and a asked my cousin a question. but i wont even tell you because i wont. but i was hallucinating. and i was seeing things. and i was sad. i dont know why. then i woke up at 5am. then my dad got up later. then we drove to my dad’s friend’s town. it was around 12-2 when we got there. and my dad took a nap while i did nothing for a few hours. then my dad’s friend took me to get my nails done. and for the first time, i wanted a design. i was really excited. and i got to ride on a motorcycle. it was nice. took a really long time, but i got my nails done and then got my hair washed too. it was night time by then and then we went to sleep.
part two later. 730 words

Ngày 1, Tháng 12, Năm 2024 help me

Lễ Tạ Ợn năm nay nhà con không đi đâu hết nên đã mời nana và pappy tới, và cũng là lần đầu tiên ăn uống đúng ngày lễ với ông bà. Tổng cộng là tám người vì có cả anh Connor. Mỗi người nâu một món, nana thì mang thịt gà tây và stuffing, chị thì làm món đậu cô ve nướng với sốt nấm và hánh tây phi lên, tiếng Mỹ gọi làlà green bean cassarole. Mẹ thì làm khoai tây luộc dằm với bơ, và bắp xào bơ. Tất cả đều là món Mỹ thuần tuý vì ông bà không ăn được những món khác. Hết

ITS NOVEMBUURRRRR

SCHOOOL UPDATE. things have definitely changed. in mostly good ways. ive been okay waking up knowing i had to go to school. i dont know when i started being like this but it feels good. i still love emma and eva. AND kohleen!!! shes another close friend of mine from last year but went online for the first quarter, she surprised everyone and came back. i was so happy, i love that girl soooo much. 1st hour hasnt changed, all i do is talk to eva or just sit in silence infront of her. its a really quiet and small class so im okay. then 2nd hour. my official new english teacher… shes horrible. but theres a lot more good things that are here now. ms JOHNSON (english teacher) has this accent that i hate. she constantly talks about football and every single day, she has a 30 min lecture on why we should try in school. which is supposed to be a good thing, but it honestly gets really tiring. her voice is draining the life out of me EARLY in the morning. all i hear when im working is “yawl have a fiiiiffthhhh grawde reeedang levul” LIKE SHUT UP. I KNOW SHE ISNT TALKING TO ME BUT I ACTUALLY FIND IT HARD TO FOCUS. i get so irritated i even start crashing out on my friends. which are so annoying in that class. like leave me alone, its 9 in the morning, stop trying to be funny and kicking people’s feet u idiots. 3rd hour, social studies, my seat was moved. im even closer to emma than before!! ms taylor is the same, a bit more funny though. that class isnt THAT boring. that class is hard but im surrounded by smarter people than me so i feel okay but not okay because i feel dumb but my grades arent that bad (yet) and yeah. that class is fast for me. 4th hour, i have a love and hate relationship with this class. on most of the days, we do partner work. 8th grade is all partner work honestly. so that class isnt a free period on the boring days, but its easy and simple. my class is her favorite so somedays, she lets us do whatever because her other classes drive her insane. i dont like the teacher that much but i kind of do but i think she deserves a better school. shes actually pretty innocent. people just bring out the mean version of her. then we have recess and lunch. its my last year calling it recess, which IS a big deal because i cant say recess in high school. anyways thats just different everyday depending on what i do with emma. then my day is basically over haha. emma gets angry when i say that because i took her favorite class (6th hour, its kind of hard to explain but in the old blogs i did, we switched teachers) so now she has my cranky english teacher for 6th hour. ok but 5th hour is actually pretty nice too. i love this class because i have kohleen, and… dont let him know but my friend alan is actually one of the reasons why i like that class. kohleen, thuc and alan are recipe to best class. its a free period, we do whatever. and i have an A. dont even ASK how i have a 100 on every assignment right now. we mess around and mr alger is goated. we gossip and scream and play around. the ideal class ive ever needed. 6th hour!! ms sledge. the most loving, pretty, funny, hard working teacher in the wholeeeeeeee schooool. i love her, its hard to explain. but i love her. she gossips with us, which i know may seem weird or a bad thing. but she is so caring and gentle with all the students and she makes her class fun. since ive had her class, we’ve mostly just talked about politics… in a fun and interesting way. she lets kids come into her class all the time even when theyre skipping, which i KNOW seems bad but those specific kids coming in every hour are fun. i know thats why ms sledge lets them come to her class. her room is the only comforting thing at my school. and her class is THAT easy. the worst students will have an A. her and mr alger are like best friends, makes sense because theyre both fun teachers. i love them both with my whole heart. SEVENTHHH OWWWAHHH. same as usual. coach devitt is still a lil harsh on my class. but hes a good teacher and hes funny. for the most part. i pretty much have a perfect 7th hour though. every kid in there plays an important role. it makes my PE class a PE class. and nobody there actually annoys me??? wait what?? im back, im finishing this blog. today. its the last day of november LOL. anyways, i love my homeroom. because of one singular friend of mine! but the moment our friendship falls apart, i will die! because then i will have no motivation for school dewd. anyways, we usually do nothing. my coach is still ok. we have our good and bad days, and when i mean bad days, days when he gets mad i dont participate. which is reasonable so i dont hate him for it, hes kind of weird though. i wont get into that. but hes a good teacher. sort of. its a free hour, all i do is stare at everyone do whatever. happy people make me happy. i love that class. for the most part. tenks for reading.

oh and EFF YOU AUBREE.

Ngày 10, Tháng 11, Năm 2024

Hôm qua mẹ chở con và Eva đi sinh nhật Emma. Trên đường đi mẹ ghé tiệm Dick’s Sporting Goods để mua quà cho Emmạ Đó là một bình nước có thể đựng đá làm nước lạnh và giữ được cả ngày. Nhưng vì tiệm hơi xa nên đi hơi lâu. Vì vậy con tới Emma hơi trễ. Eva thì mua cho Emma một thẻ uống cà phê Starbucks. Mẹ thì đi về làm bánh. Tới gần tám giờ mẹ nhắn tin cho Eva hỏi hai đứa xong chưa. Và mẹ tới khoảng tám giờ mười, và không có chỗ đậu xe nên mẹ ngồi trong xe chờ con ra. Hệt

u can tell i was forced to write this

me and yvien got there by like i 9 or 10 or something like that. it was raining and it was gonna rain for the next billion years but it didnt beat us guys. walked in, went to tower of terror just to show yvien and went in some stores. then we went to runaway railroad because thats a goated starter for this park. and it was pretty cool. a lot of people gave us the stares, maybe cause were alone but yeah. i didnt care, yvien kept staring back. anyways then we went to rise of the resistance because i remember liking the ride. the line was super long but it was fun and cool as expected. i wanted to go on slinky dog but after feeling the drop on the rise of the resistance, i dont like that, at all. so no thank you. yvien really wanted to go but it kept shutting down because of the rain and the wait was basically 80 mins. ok so then we went to eat i think. we had a pizza, it was pretty bus. then we went on toy story mania i think. i won of course, loser. all my friends made fun of my accuracy but they dont get it. what matters is that i won. then we went to star war tours i think or i forgot what its called. but it was cooler than what i remembered. plus the line was short. but when we went two times, it was boring. we also went on rise of the resistance again, i cant with the drop, it lasts too long, its actually scary. we also went on the smuggler run or whatever its called. the line makes me mad because i can see how long it is. and that one is so long for no reason. the ride was mid and it wasnt scary enough. maybe because the drivers for me n yvien was an old couple but still. we got churros, frozen lemonade, a pretzel and popcorn. prettyyy cooool. it was raining and my feet were soaked though, that was painful but it didnt stop us guys. we went on 7 rides but we repeated 2 of them. yeah then we ate a burgah for dinner and it was probably the best thing we ate there. the workers seemed boring this time and yeah. wish i saw the fireworks.

being super sigma is hard

update on my 8th grade year because ill regret and forget everything if i dont document these things. before we get specific, ms passer left. my english and literature teacher gave up on me within the first month of school. i personally thing she quit, but at the same time i dont. who knows. ms sledge (the only other english & literature teacher) says she got fired. which seems possible but still, ms passer would quit before they even thought of firing her. she never really taught us anything but isnt it such a hassle to find a sub who actually teaches? im a bit sad that i never got to say bye to her or thank her for the small things she did for us but okay. i knew this would happen, the moment she left, everyone started to miss her. i would never say i miss her, because honestly i dont. im ok that shes gone, if she was still here then i wouldnt care either. im glad she escaped but i will not switch up just because we have a meaner teacher now. now we have some really old grandpa teacher. mr brockway, im gonna call him the temporary sub because he will not be here in a few weeks, im 100% sure about it. now lets talk!

this my yap session
so far, i still hate school. but a little less. i no longer feel lonely like i was in 7th grade without aubree, infact, screw aubree because why do i always depend on people like that. it was horrible. anyways emma and eva are my buds. recently emma has been on my nerves and shes been super self centered and insane but i let it all slide because for one, its her life, she can set herself up for embarrassment in high school, two, i still love her as my best friend, and three, i dont care enough that shes embarrassing herself with some things. its our last year together, i want good memories. i still love eva, im glad we dont have all our classes together because i would probably get sick of her, but now i get the right amount of her. is it bad i see them this way? honestly i see all my friends as temporary friends, they last about a year or two and im done. in high school ill see them as lifelong friends. not all but i hope to meet my lifelong friends who i will forever be tied to, not in the way me and aubree talked about. im talking there is no distance or pity or guiltiness. we’ll always be connected. and shes gonna see me exactly word for word how i see her. and i wont have to doubt who my best friend is. yay! this year, theres been a lot of racism as usual. this year im not tolerating that stuff. i never did really but this year im gonna blow up, actually im too scared for that. this year, my motto is ball it cuz its my last year. ill regret doing nothing than something.
my friends keep saying theyre scared of me getting mad so theyre super nice to me, which shouldnt need a reason for other than that were friends but okay. they say it atleast once a day, and i respond with “haha” with a smile but in my head, this is exactly what ive needed. i wanted to enforce fear into all my friends so i could never be looked down on. BRICK BY BRICK, I BUILT THIS SHH. listen, it sounds wrong in some ways but i used to let people toss me around like nothing. I KNOWWW its wrong to kick people and curse them out only cause they pissed u off but at this point, its my 8th grade year, let me have the status for once. especially for the boys who think im just gonna let them sit here and do whatever. im helping them prepare for high school by humbling them one by one! it takes 2 seconds to get them to shut their mouths. thank you marcos and damiam who never fail to remind others ive grabbed on to their hair until they apologize. wait am i fake friend for this, is that even fake. am i crazy. i dont even care, i wont see any of these people enough to talk to them ever again after this year. im restarting after this, im gonna be a new person. ive been here for too long and its rotting my innocence. call me fake for this, i dont care, my friends will sell me out for an ugly boy any day. every girl and boy here always say “were going to the high school so were still gonna be best friends” i dont believe in that, best believe im avoiding everyone after this year, i hate this school that much. ill never have to do with it ever again. as much as i hate it, i love it. i love the memories ive made with some of the wonderful people here. ill say i hate everyone and my friends but hey, i call them my friends for a reason. i love them a lot but id rather die than spend another year with them. thanks! if u know u know.
ive been really bitter this year because teachers have been racist and weird towards me, plus one of the highlights of my day was suspended. but hes coming back next week so yippee. thats it for today, thanks for reading. run away if u see a bald man coming towards you. having no friends is Ok.