i dont wanna grow up

There’s a lot of downsides to be a child, but even more downsides for being an adult. You gotta find a job, a house, pay bills, maybe student loans, car insurance, take care of your children if you have any. My parents make it look torturing, it probably is, I would not be able to make any money with me having to pay for my car, house, electricity,water. If I ever do grow up then there would be many more struggles. I make it sound like I’m never gonna grow up. There is this girl on YouTube that has some sort of medical condition where she just does not like, grow or go through puberty. I think she’s like 15 and she looks 11. She’s as tall as her 11-year-old sister. When I do grow up, I’m gonna want to get a job where they don’t have me work all the time 24/7 365 but I still get paid enough money. Is there a job like that? Uber? But then I would be really tired and drained like Dad when he gets home from driving people around at 2 in the morning. And I’m also really scared to start driving cause I’ve seen some crazy crashes and that really super duper freaks me out. When ever Grandma drives,(which I rarely ever see) she drives super slow and makes sure she follows every law or rule there is possible to driving. I might drive like that if I don’t wanna have a crash, or maybe a single little dent or scratch on my car since mom says that costs a lot of money. I just realized that a whole lot of adult kind of stuff costs a butt-load of money. Even scarier. I could just get married and stay as a home mom, but then my husband would have to work a enough to get money to pay for everything. I don’t even need my house to be that big, it just needs a bathroom, 2 or 3 bedrooms and a kitchen. Not even a second story. My old old house had one story and it wasn’t even that bad! My car doesn’t have to be fancy. Maybe a hybrid like my dad’s car it’s cheaper than mom’s car since it’s smaller and half of it uses a battery I think?I don’t really care what color I just want some sort of transportation that isn’t a public bus or bike/scooter.

Author: Thục Lam

i LoVe My LiFe.